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I love ken. He is everything. I don't really know what to do without him. I gave everything that I have, but what can I do? I loved him more than anyone else. But everything change when his best friend came. He is Josh, almost perfect aside from being "torpe". At first we are super close since he is Ken's best friend, but when the time comes by, alam kong naiilang na ako sa kanya. I hate myself for being like this, mahal ko si Ken, pero bakit ganito yung nararamdaman ko towards his best friend, Josh. I don't know if Josh feels the same way as I am, but I know na napapansin niya nang umiiwas ako. Napapansin niya nang hindi na kami katulad ng dati. I don't want to lose Ken, but I don't want to lose Josh too. I don't know what to do. My mind said I love Ken, my first at everything is Ken. But my heart said where is Josh? I want to see Josh; I want to be with Josh.
And this is my story with Ken and Josh.