Misshim Stories

I hate my life, hold on to me. Oh, if you ever decide to leave then I'll go, I'll go, I'll go-somewhere with you. (short story: #54/romance: #305)

Last summer I met a guy I fell so hard in love with but after 2 months it was time for me to go back to my country where I live. I needed to let him there be left in that summer. But I still think of him and I can't get him out of my mind! So I wrote this and I hope you enjoy!

this is about a girl and her life, just her normal life and it has some tragic things that can make you upset. please enjoy

A primary source: depression goes deeper then people think. it not only hurts the mind, but the soul. All numbers in this story stand for a person . Entry 1- The windows on the substitute bus set a font on the outside world. It looks red. Almost like hell. It's perfect. Entry 2- Walking home and I notice the sky. It is only 5, but I see pink. A thick layer of white clouds, but I see the blue and pink of the sky above. The clouds want to cry and cry they will. Entry 3- Alone, no one to share my thoughts with. No one to give the love that I don't have for myself. No one. Is this my hell? Why am I being punished? Entry 4- Love, when I was in his arms I felt safe, but not in his tone. By his kiss I felt butterflies, but No love. In his love I felt insecure as if I didn't deserve it, although I needed it. In his absence I felt despair, but Now he's gone and all I feel is despair. This is my never ending hell. #9

I fear that Blaire is in trouble.

A year and a half has already passed sense my friend/fellow sax player Dakota died. There is not a single day that goes by that i still think bout u and man do the tears still flow every now and again. I wrote a poem a wile back to try to deal with the pain in my heart.. so this one is for you. Rip 5-11-14

This is an apology letter I wrote to my former internet best friend. I never sent it because I'm to much of a coward. Anyways, I decided to post it here because I feel like I need to do something with it, and not just let it lay deep down in my computer collecting dust. So, hopefully neither him or "Andrea" (Not her real name lol) will find it and read it. Enjoy!

this is for a certain person maybe it to try and get him back maybe its coping from his loss i dont really know some of these are from when we were dating some from when we broke up

Just a bunch of my random poems. I usually don't think about them when I'm writing but they just kinda happen so. I have gone through depression, have been bullied and have attempted suicide. But that's all in the past so YEAH. I'm pretty much all better now but I'm a sensitive little nipple. So that's kinda where my poems come from. Enjoy. I don't even know if anyone's gonna read this haha. K bye.

none of these quotes and poems are mine credit to the original owners.

#21 - texas 15/11/18, #3 - booze 17/11/18 #52 - honesty 16/11/18 Honesty Gregor Few nights before when I was going to leave my usual life behind, I met him. He was a stranger full of promises and a sweet tongue. Then he lied. And I ran.

"I'm stuck between loving you and hating you. It hurts to live with you and it would hurt to live without you too." Amy is a 17 year old who has experienced pain and hurt very early in her life. Kevin is a boy in her class who became her escape from the harsh reality. What will happen when she wants to escape from her escape but is stuck with him?

those days that you want to kill your boyfriend, just because he is breathing... uurrgg

He was the one, I could feel it. The fantasy guy I always daydreamed about was real and he was perfect but, there was one problem. After he screwed me over, he wouldn't leave my mind. Yes, this is cliche but, if someone asked me how many times he crossed my mind I would say once because he never left.

Hoi ik schrijf gedichten / liedjes en ik heb een liedje die bestaat in mijn eigen versie over mijn opa geschreven

just a bunch of sappy writing

This is just me ... writing a letter to the boy who ruined me, a way for me to get this off my chest, without him seeing it..

Feels and whatever idk