Nervosa Stories

tyler's first bad date turns into a stalker, while josh is innocently falling in love with tyler.

x Lying underweight x Ali loves reading the classics, listening to records, drinking tea and singing along to Lana Del Ray. Ali also loves Ana. This story is about a girl falling into the grips of Anorexia Nervosa and the struggle to find inner and outer happiness.

This is a collection of letters written to Ana (as in anorexia nervosa), telling of a girls struggle with who she thought was her saving grace, and only friend. And that "friends" responses.

My poetry & quotes about the demons I am battling.

"Up to 24 million of all ages and genders suffer from an eating disorder(anorexia, bulimia, binge-eating disorder)." I never thought that stat would have anything to do with me. And, now, here I was, unable to look at myself in the mirror without seeing piles and pounds of fat that could be shed off. 'When I'm skinny, I'll stop,' I tell myself. But it never works. I'm still fat, I'm still ugly, and for some reason, I'm still eating. I don't care if I die. I don't care if I starve myself to death, because that just means I succeeded. I want to take up the least amount of space I can. "The bones stick out and sing to my eyes, that beautiful light shines between my thighs, for I am finally as skinny as skinny can be."

I can't share this with anyone, so I thought why not write about it, where no one knows me, and some can relate. this is about anorexia, it will be triggering, suicide might come up, this is basically me sharing my thought's, so it will be dark. but I can't hold it in anymore. I can't.

When Tessa finally gets to leave the Eating Disorder clinic she had been calling home for almost 3 months, she gets thrown back into real life, trying to stay healthy. But yet everything that pushed her down that road is starting to push back. Can she stay healthy, or will she be just another one out of five that dies in the end?

Cams POV I️ watch as the most beautiful girl I've ever seen gets out of the most badass truck I've ever seen. She steps out, one long, tan leg before the other. I️ swear to god my jaw was on the floor and my eyes popped out of their sockets. Fun fact, I️ actually can pop my eyes out of their sockets. I️ realize that the girl is walking towards me, back straight, chin up and shoulders back. I️ can tell she rides horses because her legs are weirdly long and her posture is perfect. Can I be in love already? Is that even possible? Aubrey's POV I️ watch as the boy standing in front of me gawks. "Are you going to open the door or what?" He's so hot. Meh. I️ am too. And im skinny. Guys love skinny. I️ Love skinny. I️ have to stay skinny. I️ have to. And I️ can't fall apart. Because I️ am strong. Empty. Strong. Empty. Strong. Empty. Empty stomach, strong beautiful girl. It's that simple. Hot doorman can't make any words, so he silently opens the door. I️ walk through and know that it's the last time I'll ever see him.

A poem about anxiety and the feeling of uneasiness and fear.