Notfine Stories

I'm Mariya. These are poems which I have written myself. I write them depending on how I feel, or what I want to express in writing that I can't express to people or in real life. I hope that they can help you in any way, or give you a sense of peace or placidity. *.*.*2nd Place Winner of The Hip Generation Awards*.*.* *.*Honourable Mention of The Ace Awards*.*

"This is so common and true"

Life sucks. We are all going through serious stuff that prevents us from being happy and embracing who we truly are or wanna be. We are confronted with life and the upcoming problems every day, forced to challenge what fears us the most. It's never easy and we will fail, again and again through all the ups and downs. Even though we all struggle, only few talk about it. I want to change that. Instead of putting others down with our negativity we should lift us up by telling our stories to those who need them, those who need to be understood and those who want to understand what it is like to not be mentally, physically ok. It's normal to feel like a mess and to have bad days but we can only try to make the best of it by not letting this influence our way of life in a negative way. Life is a lesson and we have to accept that rain sometimes is necessary for our growth. I challenge my anxiety, the depression and my mind that keeps telling me I'm not good enough. I challenge my eating disorder, the hate I feel for my body and the physical consequences of starving. I WILL HEAL And we will achieve happiness Let's start this journey and kick life's ass!

My darker emotions

It was a nice and warm night for most.. Not for Wilbur Soot and Quackity though. For them it's a night they can't seem to forget.

Bagi orang lain, luka perlu untuk disembuhkan. Dicari penawarnya dan dihapus akar penyebabnya. Tapi, bagi Stephanie Cecilia Raharja, atau yang akrab disapa Stephie, luka adalah teman. Satu satunya yang bisa menjadikan keberadaannya seperti dianggap, adalah dengan membiarkan dirinya diterpa luka. Membiarkan dirinya berdiri diatas kakinya melawan dunia. Dan membiarkan lukanya tetap menganga demi kebahagiaan dirinya. Dan bagi Stephie, ada luka yang tidak harus sembuh. Karena dengan luka itu terus mengaga dan basah, ia akan baik-baik saja.

A teen has just moved schools and does not know how to fit in. Then, he gets approached by someone who he never though he would meet. Don't mind the mature rating. That is just in case. (DO MIND IT) (PLEASE READ THE TAGS) (Also, I know the main character's name is never mentioned in the story, but his name is Noel Savanna. Although both parts are completely unrelated, they are both a reference to names in Ride the Cyclone. Just a fun fact.) (I will post it on AO3. A different day. At the day I wrote all of this, I am getting my certification for a program. Wish me luck!) (Open for writing criticism. Feel free to leave it in the last chapter.)

poems, words, quotes, thoughts... TW⚠️ Some words might trigger trauma .............. Copyright Claim © @pages_of_april This work is my own, do not copy.

As I stare at the clouds, all I could do was wonder if she was okay.

In which a girl confesses her inevitable downfall.

she acts as if everything is fine, but it has never been fine for her. © 2018 enceladus00

hanya luahan hati. no need to read, cause it is fucking bored muah

Once upon A fearful world, 5 best friends sat In a room waiting to get there powers. The powers are angel,devil,air,water there's a rumour that there's another one called galaxy but no one has got It until now.

a girl who is apologetic only say sorry for things u did wrong for things u did not do wrong is when u don't say sorry for somebody else's stuff

Expectations not reality

Kelton A. parties with his sister at Freddy Fazbear's Pizzeria for a birthday party until it closes. But when his sister leaves without him, he becomes locked in and he stays hidden in the restaraunt and nobody is able to find him. Kelton is stuck inside Freddy Fazbear's Pizzeria with all the animatronics and the night guard! What will happen to him?!

my life🍃

Hey are you a tesla coil?

Couple insert: Person C likes Person A but person A is with person B. This is a one shot demo, I might do another one of these later but it depends on how well this ends up. Thanks!