Optimistic Stories

A contuation of the religion of one grimoir multi project. The universe is indifferent. You already knew that. Here's what nobody told you: indifferent isn't the same as empty. HOPANOIA: Red Words to Blue Hearts is a book being written in public - a living document from a trans woman in Georgia who decided that nihilism wasn't the end of the conversation, just the beginning of a more honest one. It's a philosophy manual for people who can't stand philosophy manuals. A memoir for people who distrust memoir. A spiritual practice built by someone who doesn't believe in spirits. A TTRPG framework for the actual campaign of your life. It calls itself a "religion of one" - anti-dogma, open-source, built to be forked and remixed, never followed literally. Its central move is Anomance: the act of animating a dead universe with meaning, not because it's true, but because it makes the universe livable. These are the working notes. 196 parts and counting. Written through mental illness, HRT, grief, political collapse, and the daily act of refusing to go quietly. The real book is being mined from this archive in real time. You're not reading a finished thing. You're watching something become itself. If that sounds like your kind of book - you're already the reader this was written for. Signed: a thot that likes thinking. How to Use This Framework This is a mirror, not a map. It doesn't tell you where to go. It shows you what you're carrying. Tag your journal HOPANOIA if it helped you see something. You don't need permission. You don't need to agree with everything. You don't need a degree. Trigger warnings here are invitations, not fences. They mean: this door opens onto something real. Come in when you're ready. Build your own Omnibus. The Bible just shows you how mirrors are made. Anti-dogma. Open source. Remixable. If I must be a demon, I will be an ethical one.

the ebullient state of my mind

Lily Mason was a nice girl until she met Rob after two years of dating him she is unrecognizable. Now she fears the world around her because she is simply lost in all the addictions Rob introduced to her, but when a new boy comes in town her eyes suddenly open, and this new boy makes lily question herself and who she has become. Although this boy hits her with realization will it be the light at the end of the tunnel or will it bring more consequences. **********************************************************************************

Half of my heart says this and another says that. Sometimes, you just need to stand up against the other half of you. The negative part of you because most of the time, your biggest enemy is your own self. Have the courage, find the strength and move forward in life. #BePositive

You can read this if you want. I don't really mind. I just find writing helps lift a weight. I kinda created this just so I could put my frustrations somewhere. Wattpad happened to be it, so enjoy it if you like it. It's like, a giant shitpost, basically. But an emotional one.

'Poetry is the dear expression of mixed feelings' W. H. Auden Through the darkness comes light and through the sadness we find joy. A collection of random poems that means a lot to me. Achievements; 🥉3rd place in the mono awards 2020 🥉3rd place in the bubble tea awards 2020 🥉3rd place in the starlight awards 2020 🥉3rd place in the golden awards 2020 HIGHEST RANKS!!! #41 in poetry- 24/6/2020 #24 in poetry- 03/01/2021 Cover by @GoldenUnseenGraphics Edited by @sstories429

"we'll live happily ever after one day."

Ye ek simple girl ki special story hai jisse life se koi shikayat nahi jindgi jaise bhi ho usse pyar se jeeti hai

Remind yourself it's worth it, every single day.

A quick piece I did on Christmas Day to tell Green that she's always on my mind and that I love her, I forgot to post it that night...

"The secret of the jelly stones in the cave under the sea. Maria, a young psychology student helps Mr. Nathan, a schizophrenic person to find the secret." Wanna know more? Well, stay tuned..

The very moment I wake up I hear the news. A girl has died. How? By hanging. Why?

Miles Asher Zaldivar is a cold yet clever person. He owns the Zaldivar Company. He's that kind of guy whom you'll hate because of his attitude but everything changed when he met Dionne Sienna Gomez.

It is the story of a girl from a complete different perspective, who wants to achieve a lot, she is a little self centered in her eyes but is a lot more caring and sweethearted that sometimes it becomes difficult for her to make life decisions ensuring good for all as well as her success. She is a genetics student in a medical college and a keen observer of life.

Minnie Harvard, finds that exhilarating thrill, that ecstasy in talking about her job, a darling enjoyment. To watch the faces of people light up in happiness from dull dark, non-expecting souls, then suddenly they leech off you begging for the next big scoop. Hey, call her a workaholic (even though she hasn't even started yet, but in bragging rights: yes, yes she has started). But nothing beats being a Intern at the most sophisticated, high-class, elegant fashion magazine in town 'IN'. So what exactly is IN Season? Well, Minnie wouldn't be able to exactly to tell you the side which revolves around having money to spend on high-end brands like; Gucci, Chanel and Fendi. Probably just the side which involves writing people's coffee orders on a note pad... Our dear Minnie's hopes will never be perished! Unless that awfully ridiculous and arrogant young man, Daniel Carter (not to mention, wickedly handsome in the most pleasurable way) get's off her back for once, whilst she is enjoying her time sipping her cocktails away (*correction - make that Dr Pepper). Let's just pray that Minnie does find her way and maybe even get that top Fashion Editor spot, before one of those: long legged, red lipped, slim modelled devillish women can. // Contains excessive swearing and cursing from an agitated, frustrated Minnie Harvard. You have been warned, she's a feisty one // (A/N - I appreciate all the feedback I get and I would just like to say thanks to all who read this (or even attempt to read it) I commend you!) - (A/N I would very much like to make chick lit novels just as this after this one, like a series all about this just because I adore this storyline with a passion)

Yay. #68 in Spiritual as on 9th February 2018💍❤. Expecting higher ranks!🕊 Wohoooo! 700+ veiws! 250+ votes and 140+ comments! I loveee youu, guys!💕 NOT A HAPPY BOOK. But, by these quotes and blabbering, you'll surely find a ray of light. When you can't express what you feel , Words does. But, when we happen to see quotes, random lines, short stories or even Song lyrics. We sink in the sea of nostalgia and relive those moments or time spent with people we once cared for. This book will surely do the SAME to you. So, if you are looking for quotes focusing on the brighter side of LOVE and delusional Prince Charmings or simply LIFE.. I suggest you to turn back. And, if you wanna continue.. Well, Welcome! Read these quotes and musings.. Fall in Love, Relive Heartbreaks, Create Air Castles and dream for your Prince Charmings. But, some of these show you the ray of light you've been finding and make you stronger than before. And, don't forget to leave a vote and comment about how you felt after reading my works.💕 Till then, Lots of Love, ❤❤Anushka❤❤