Overthought Stories

Just a few of those little thoughts you wish you never had. My main account is always trying to be positive, and I need the world to know that I'm not perfect.

im kinda of all over the place. writing helps me express my thoughts that i can't tell anyone else. i have a big heart so it gets broken alot. i hope you enjoy my contribution. enjoy.

When you're stood in a crowd full of people, how do you feel? Alone. Have you ever just stood staring at something but not noticing the object your eyes attach to? Thinking about life, about everything- but not being able to think due to the motion sickness of the pain and emotions? Everyday is a task, an obstacle. Pain- "Estelle, I feel like I'm losing you." I snapped out of thought and my vision averted back to Adeline. "I keep doing that." I said with no emotion that surfaced my voice. I started to pick at my scruffy nail polish. I did everything I could to distract myself from making eye contact and talking about how I felt. The ticking of the clock became the only thing that was real. Why did time have to go so slow, yet so fast? I felt Adeline's eyes on me, they examined my every move, and no doubt she wrote it down...

I'm starting poetry, I think this poem captures a lot of my inner conflicts of introspection and fading away from reality from constantly questioning myself. what once was a beautiful thing of self reflection turned into the very thing that shackled me. It's a quiet storm inside the mind-where beautiful thoughts become chains, and clarity is the thread that tries to break them. This is me, wrapped in thought. A beginning stitched in quiet chaos.