SecretsANDlies102
" I can't do this..." I whispered to myself as I stared at the reflection of what could only be described as a broken lady. "Why me, universe? why does everything have to be my fault?" a small sob left my lips as I glared at the blue and purple bruises that had formed on my arms and face. If I had just done what he had said, I wouldn't be in this mess right now- if I had just pleased him, been better, maybe I wouldn't be sobbing in the bathroom..
Ellie is not the person she betrays on the outside, for when her mask falls down, the turmoil life has thrown her way can be seen through the cracks. Heartbreak, sadness and scars in places she wouldn't ever admit.
What happens when her dad, Gareth Southgate, invites her to the England training grounds? Will Ellie finally get a chance to find her purpose? Or will life leave her in heartbreak like she's always known....
*TW! Contains depression, SH, ED'S, Smut*