Self-conflict Stories

Speaks to the struggle, the fight and the wrestle that goes on daily, that is nonphysical but a mental combat between nature opposing forces - the yin and the yan.

"...The poison had run through my vein But I know what I'm doin' This is my cure, antidote Pouring unspoken fury into a poet Which may sound like casting a spell For one to return or fall." Across the sad years, we become more and more acquainted with heartbreak. They come in the form of losses, isolation, and self-hate. Don't let them stay any longer, or your heart will be blackened. Each person has their antidote, and as for me, sharing is. I hope this collection of poems could untangle the intricate minds and resonate with you. Text copyright © 2021 by Sinta Kusumawardhani (@sintamkusuma). All rights are reserved. No part of this publication may be reproduced, stored in a retrieval system or transmitted in any form or by any means, electronic, mechanical, photocopying, recording or otherwise, without prior permission of OUP.

since the beginning of time, love had been a tough path that i took. was led on, betrayed, and turned against myself. but all the same, it was beautiful. it calmed the storm in me, it made me feel the most special. no matter the circumstances, loving him was, and will always be worth it. [based on real events] [disclaimer : this work is a narrative written heavily through my perspective, which may render some parts biased, and was made simply as a form of entertainment. please don't take everything (too) seriously.]

As the title says it's about the series The Night manager /I liked it so I thought I could play a role in it too 😉were I thought There could be someone needed who plays in it ...okay I just imagined I would like to be in it as well so I write this ...hope you like it 😉

Nadine is an eighteen year old living under a pile of fat that's dangling at her sides. When losing her best friends and living in an imaginary world where she's skinny and has several boys begging for her attention becomes too much, only food and the never ending guilt are at her side. Are five years of struggling and late night prayers enough to get her moving?

She was tired of it. So she just decided to runaway but never will go back home. Or can she really ever find a place called home. Picture is mine

"You know the phrase life gets worse? Yeah, that's become my new motto." Welcome to Surrounded By Walkers, a story of how Emily tries to find a way to get out and protect herself and what she has left, which isn't much. She basically travels through hell and back for her family and safety and won't stop unless she's dead. In her case, with the amount of shit that's piling up on her, she might as well be dead until... she finds a few reasons that are to good to be true. Especially for this hell that is the earth now.

Ruby is a girl who didn't belong anywhere in her home town she was born different from everyone else. She was born with one blue eye and one purple eye along with this a few special gifts no one else was like her so she was an outcast growing up all she ever wanted was to fit in. Ruby's stepmother Britney was jealous of the power Ruby held so she sent Ruby to Saint Jones Mental Institute to see if they could get rid of her powers. this is the place Ruby calls her own living hell each time Ruby gets caught using her powers her stepmother sends her away. Ruby was sent back to Saint Jones for her fourteenth time during her summer vacation this time it's different because her father comes home from the army. When he got home he discovered his baby girl was nowhere to be found so he searched up and down the house to find nothing he finally checked the voicemails on the home phone. It turns out Saint Jones left a voicemail for Britney about Ruby's condition and when she could go home. He wasn't going to wait he jumped in his Jeep and goes after his baby girl. This year Ruby finds the love of her life, but she's in for the fight of her life. This is Ruby's time to shine will she hide in the shadows forever or will she stand up and fight for what she loves.

A Story about a young girl and butterflies.

Being honest with yourself - this poetry collection deals with thoughts and inner conflicts about the self Read the first poem and see for yourself!

pointless free-writes about the big man upstairs; the puppet master

Can you relate? Existential crisis, mental confusion and what not, the 27 years old mental health crisis.

those who know will understand this longing to be loved

An AI is awakened after 150 years and finds a changed world. Having experience leading a rebellion years ago, he desires to see how he influenced the world, if at all.

"I know I'm just a substitution for her. I know you dont really love me, but that's fine. I'm happy being used, as long as you're the one using me"

This is just me talking about how I'm feeling in life nothing too interesting or maybe it is if

--⚠UNDER EDITING⚠-- Her mother is not in the picture. No one knows why... Her younger sister went missing. No one has found her... Her little brother has been taken from this life. No one saw it coming... after so much tragedy in her life, Vixen Believes that No one truly understands her, and her problems. Her sister Karma has stood by her side through it all. She has two friends. But that's all. Even that seems to be a push heard a her tolerance of 'Things Are Good'. After All... She is emotionless. So Why should she care weather or not people care about her? She doesn't. But somehow, the little flicker of hope becomes a bright light in the dark; when a guy named Fang Comes into the picture. With her new and larger circle of friends, she begins the road of mental recovery. But not ALL, things can be healed. The past will come back to haunt Vixen, and she may need to rely on her friends, and broken family for help. 18 in emo girl, 3-10-2020 6 in self control, 5-25-2020 2 in self conflict, 3-10-2020 8 in magic animal club, 5-25-2020 5 in angels and demons, 5-25-2020 10 in fursona, 5-25-2020

just some thoughts, delusion, and impatience voiced in pieces on an app that I haven't visited in years.

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