Selfpity Stories

Based after Gundam Seed Freedom, the story focuses on an orphan boy named Viktor Markson, a Coordinator from Orb Union. After two years after the war ended between ORB and ZAFT, Viktor resided at Lagrange 5 and has been dealing with grief and depression. But despite of the negatives, he reunited with his childhood friend Satomi Irena, another Coordinator who lived in the PLANTS for her whole life. Both Satomi and Viktor returns to being friends like they used too, causing Viktor to feel at peace. But one day, Shinn Asuka along with his companions reunited with Viktor. However, the reunion is short lived when Viktor uncovers the truth of who's the one who killed his father, and it turns out to be Shinn, his good friend. As Viktor is about to surrender to his suicidal thoughts, he unleashes an evil entity from the medallion he found, called Ciemna Materia; or Dark Matter in Polish.

Poetry is to a bleeding soul as music is to a bleeding heart. After all misery does like company

this is just all me no need to read this is just for me 😝

I called this collection as such cos of the fear and possibly hatred I have for clowns. Ever since I can remember, this is the one fear thats been constant. When I write I tend to use the word "clown(s)" to represent any bad feelings I have. Feelings that put me in a depressed state. I use the name "Deadclown" as a way to deal with my mind when I go through periods of being sad, angry, frustrated and so on as this, in my ideal world would be how I would like these clowns to be - Below is a brief description of my poems * Free Me of My Untruths & I Might Just Die -are about inner conversations I have with myself at times, as I'm sure a lot of people do. I don't know * Lonely Journey - for Kurt Cobain who's been a huge influence in my life * Fractured Solace - about suicidal thoughts which is why I wrote the poem in the shape of a ribbon to honour the ribbon for "Suicide Awareness" * Shadows Steal My Breath - how I imagined Heathcliff to be feeling after the death of Cathy. Written as though I were Heathcliff in an ABC style * The Night I Welcomed Death - originally meant to be a song I was writing but instead altered some of the words, removed the chorus and changed it into a poem * Inside Rape - not about a sexual rape, it's about the way I tend to not give my positive thoughts any room to develop. I always tend to soil them with negativity * The Key (part 1) Death of The Keyholder - originally meant to be a story I was working on (like a Tolkien style Lord of The Rings kind of thing) but it turned into this poem. * Forever My Darkness - There's a lot of letters in this and when I see a lot of letters or a lot of anything I guess, I tend to think of them as people crowding me and making me feel uncomfortable like I don't belong. This is why I chose to seperate the words "This is me" from all the other words. I don't mind being an outsider. Thats just how it is * 9 Titles and Still 1 State of Mind - Using the other 9 poem titles

"Progress is impossible without change, and those who cannot change their minds cannot change anything." -George Bernard Shaw© _________________________________________ In no way or means do I intend to promote smoking. Smoking can be very hazardous to your health and bring various issues to people around you especially family. If you smoke, it is your choice and legal entitlement to do so.© °°°

Hoping to be understood she forgot to actually exist. Hoping to be visible she became invisible forever . Reality hits hard when it's pointed at you .

Letters from a living dead

Everything has a reason. And never stop from a reason.

Guilty is a completely fictional story based on a horrific incident that happened to a teenage girl and her twin. Clover,the main protagonist tells the tale of what happened through her diary. To the onlooker there are still some loose ends to be tied up about this incident and also the truth about who Clover really is. Read on to find out:-)

When man asks why him, the universe has a better question..

Learn how to face disappointments with solid and tested principles written in this article.

Rose Seran is running from a life of pain and hatred. When she is close to freedom her captor finds and harms her, but a mysterious man saves her. This man is named Thorne he takes Rose in and she slowly starts to heal from her past. But what happens when Rose finally finds true happiness and love, her captor comes to snatch it aways from her. Join Rose and Thorne on the quest of love, betrayl, and pain. Can they survive this or will it tear them aparty forever?

it's a poem on one sided love

Here's the thing.... We all get bullied in some way, shape or form, or we have all seen it and done nothing about it. I would like to be able to say that everything in the upcoming pages is absolute bull, and that I just have a sick twisted mind... Yet I cannot say that, as that would be me lying and that isn't what this is about. You could steal the ideas in these pages, although I ask you not too, as then you would be just as bad as the people that are mentioned throughout these stories, not only that it would hurt even more to see that someone has copied what I write, or how I feel. Within I recall how I ended up merely existing while not actually living, And how I somehow managed to over come some of my darkest days. Please be patient with me, for this is something that I don't talk about lightly. In fact it's something I'd rather forget ever happened. Yet if writing this and only one person sees it and it changes that one person's life then I am happy. Please note that there will be mature langauge throughout, and I will try keep grapics to a minamin...

Just random thoughts

Everybody want's to be worth it. Worth to wait, worth to love, and worth to stay with. And Soonyoung, he's no different. Note: This is an "everything gets worst before it gets better kind of fic" also I changed the title from 'Projections' to 'Worth it' coz i feel like I need too

a collection about sad thoughts

Wednesday's child is born with woe. Judith Aya knows that all too well. Judith has the ability of great imagination and illusion, but ends up only to dig up her own grave. Observe Judith as she pities every flaw of herself and the monsters she calls friends.

All about mental health and based on the writer's real life events and surroundings . Depending on readers experience an easy trigger