Whattodo Stories

Creating a diary is something I don't want to do, because i feel im writing this like im bidding a goodbye. It hurts how i live with what if and regrets then repeat the cycle, its frustrating and exhausting. It all started when i get to introduce to the korean drama and wattpad world, where everything feels surreal. I isolated my self and escape reality not knowing that, i might prolonged my life and it did. I drop out off school because of the reasons that i got ashamed by my teacher infront of the class. Maybe partly my fault because im attending school every other day but does she have to do that? Being a person with low self esteem i cant take that. I can't help but to ponder and i ask myself, if she have a problem with me that day, i hope she should've just talk to me privately. Or im just too sensitive? I remember when my not so close kuya ran ask me if im really going to stop going to school, he offer me to raise my baon or ihatid niya ako sa school but despite his perseverance to push me not to, i did. Thinking about it now made my eyes teary... and what if's started to run in my heads again. What if i listen to them? For sure my life would've been different. What if i got a motivation, i got drive and i know what i want to be back then? For sure im not where i am right now. Regrets start kicking in like a tick of a clock when it reaches its time. Im not writing this because i wanted to earn readers or views, i wanted to write this because i want you to know what my story is.... Im Ariesa Luna Enitsirk, who loves nature, moon and everything we see in the sky. 23 senior high grad, doesn't have a job which im not proud off and still doing nothing but writing and reading... And this is my life.

There are many people struggling out there, people who can't help, but be discouraging to themselves, so I decided to make this book about positive ways you can think instead. I started out as someone who had noone to turn to besides my books, myself, and my medicine, and I bet their are people out there in that same situation. So here it is!

I wrote this in my English class tell me is you want any more loke this

New caption(2023-): This is an old diary i kept, to talk about my toxic friendship with a girl i thought liked, that manipulated me. It shows my growth, maturing and struggles over the years. I want to share my experiences as a flaud human being, trying to help others to understand their own lifes and emotions. I will try to keep this going, as a new person, with new struggles (will contain spelling mistakes, that i might work out over time) Old caption (2021-2022):alright. I'm writing this for myself. Idk why. Usually I hate writing. Especially writing down my problems doesn't usually work for me. But there is so much stuff in my head that I just have to write it down for once, so my own twisted fucking mind doesn't mix it all up again. I will not pay any attention to spelling mistakes or such.

Here are 30 things to do if you're bored.

As it says in the title... Random place for random things. Put something in the comments or message me and it may be added over here. =)

This is basically the title.

Welcome to this book of '101 Things To Do When You're Bored!' Are you tired, bored or just want to read this because of the cute dog in the cover? Then this book is for you! Every day, for 101 days, I will post a chapter!

Things I listen to that help me work through my heartache and deep feelings

What to do is never an easy decision...

Her mother just died and now she's got to go through life on her own.

I wish that I was with you To hold you in my arms To spend the night together to protect you from all harm I wish that I was with you To look into your eyes To hold you in my focus A person to call mine If we could be together, then everything would be grand Just to sit down wherever or walking hand in hand This poem is for you but not for you to hear This poem I did write But see it will you never. Hope you enjoyed, feedback welcomed :)

How does it feel when majority of your family members have the same name? You might think how does it matter, when most of you have the same surnames!! I didn't mean that, this is all about the occurrence of the same first names! If you all are with me, then I will obviously let you have a glance of this new eerie sensation I've been bottling up inside. So are you ready???? Then LET the SHOW begin!!!

a girl trying to figure out her life with a boy in the picture.

I have no idea how he will react. I've tried giving him hints on how I feel, but he seems absolutely dumbfounded! No body -except for my other bestfriend Bubbles -knows about my hopeless crush on Chance. She has tried to help me but it hasn't worked. I talk to him every single day which seems to just make it worse for me. The longer I talk to him the more in love I become. What should I do?

This book is a collection of stuff thats going through my mind. I made this book just to share my thoughts. Its mostly about the troubles in love and "what do i do? " stuff. Have fun!

Young Teenage girl in her Junior year of high school. Traumatic events change her life as she struggles to find love through heartbreak and memories. It all of course comes down to Under The Bleachers. ♥️