I haven't come on here in a long time. I don't even know if you'll ever see this. But if you do, you were a good friend. But it's time to let go now. I left Quotev, I made real friends in person, I have a girlfriend who I actually love and I'm finally happy. 
Also I don't be able to use the Internet anymore anyway so I wanted to goodbye. It was amazing knowing you, and even though in those movies they make "have a nice life" sound rude, in this context I mean it in a sincere way. 
I think we're really different now, my music taste has changed and so has my personality, and I've grown as a person, and I'm sure you have as well, so I think we're not the same people we were when we were friends with eachother before. So now, I guess this is the last time you'll see a message from me, you're probably busy or you don't care or you might not even miss me. But that's all fine, because I hope that you'll find happiness, that's all I ever wanted for you.
I hope your family gets better, I hope the way you see yourself gets better. And maybe it already has, but please no matter what, remember that you're beautiful and an amazing, smart person. I don't care if you forget about me, or could care less about my wellbeing, just remember those thoughts that someone had of you.