Maybe they say you can't feel how it's like to be dead until you die, I never believed in this cause I've been feeling it since I was 11
So early huh? But what can I do I can't change the past I wish I could
I wish I could go back to when I was 11 and stop my self from feeling
I wish that day when I ran away from school I never came back but I'm to stupid to do it or too young
I was never afraid of anything in this world even when I was young
The only things that I was afraid of was the birds when I was going home and if someone takes my pen away.
I remember
