Loomy🌿🐚

I have the urge to do a rebrand, brb

I'M ALIVE!!!!! Kinda, I'm gonna rapped fire cause I've got books to catch up on. My depression got really bad, my two year on and off relationship went up in flames, I fell out with my old "friend" group, and then spread several rumors about them (They ended up splitting up, heh heh), I downloaded the sims 4 in December and became very obsessed, I made new friends got a new laptop, got a girlfriend and I think that's it? Wait, no. I had end of term and just barely passed, my tendonitis got worse, my mom almost kicked me out, I was questioning my sexually, again (long story short, I am veryyyyy asexual and gay) and I have chronic back pain, I blame school. Now, if you'll excuse me, I'm gonna blow up Yaya's notifications, lol.

I don't like venting because I viewed it as weakness for a long time, not being able to handle things on my own, needing to rely on others or talk about my Issues. Even now I hate doing it but pressure and I have never been friends. I don't understand how people work how they can find the motivation to get up every day or be so passionate about something that it like breathing to them. I just feel like I'm glued in place while everyone else is moving.

Having an identity crisis every other week is so fucking exhausting. I don't know how people deal with this, or maybe I've been awake too long, who knows.

I have 205 books in my library. If anyone needs me, Don't.

The war is overrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr ヾ(≧▽≦*)o

Nah, the academic stress is getting to me, I'm jumping in my sleep and forgetting how to spell. Like, Dawg, I forgot how to spell audio, AUDIO! Nahhhhh school needs to done (/´△`＼)!!!!!!!!

Why are like, half the authors I follow on the verge of tripping off? 

One word, Stressed

Ik this is so random but I'm a Scorpio 2222! I'm an October scorpio :) my bday is 24th oct!