HormoneMonster

I hate my life :/

HormoneMonster

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Ok lol so no body reads this but the first day wasnt too bad, its not that bad as i imagined. Im in my last year so just nobody gives a fuck... Buttt there is like a sort nerdy guy in my class (not to be offensive, im a nerd myself but like not a obvious one i just look like a normal maybe a VERY girly girl) and he gets bullied i think by some of the 'cool guys' i wanna stand up to them for him but im a little scared. But i know if i dont do it im gonna regret it (and tbh its not even about me, its to help him) so maybe if a soul sees this; does anyone have any tips or something like that? I have never really been bullied. I mean i can defend myself when i need to, but i dont really think i ever stood up for somebody else...(<- yeah i know, really dissapointed in myself for that :\)

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@HormoneMonster sorryyyy i only had insta and facebook:)))
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HormoneMonster

@niiiaaavii Sure i'd like to be friends, do you have snapchat or something?
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@HormoneMonster oh what i mean is, it caught my attention lol;> im stalking catzumi_zero following for some good stories and I got interested in yours hahahaha and im not angry:)))
            And im a foreigner too yah know:> let's be friends i like your humor hahahaha
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HormoneMonster

this message may be offensive 
Shit man i dont know what i am supposed to do, so im just gonna post on here...
          
          
          MY SCHOOL IS ABSOLUTELY CRAZY, I JUST FOUND OUT I AM PLACED IN A ALL BOYS CLASS?!!D?
          
          i am fucking awkward, especially with boys. 
          
          AAAAAHHHHHHHGGGG NOOOOO FUCK THIS SHIT IMMA LIGHT THE WHOLE SCHOOL ON FIRE   
          
          AND LIKE I AM LATE SOOOO THEY DONT KNOW WHO I AM AND ITS GONNA BE LIKE AWKWARD BC I AM A VERY GIRLY GIRL BUT I JUST ENJOY TECH STUFF OKAY NO NEED TO PUNISH ME WITH AN ALL BOYS CLASS DAMMIT...

HormoneMonster

@ HormoneMonster  see thats really sweet, can you some to my class??
            
            I live in the netherlands tho..
            
            Ok but i shouldn't judge people just bc they're boys and if i look at it from the bright side its a bit of a nerd class so i dont have to get worried that im going to get bullie or something
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JamStore

@HormoneMonster Even though I'm atheist, I'll keep you in my prayers
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HormoneMonster

          I dont think i have real friends, sometimes it feels like they are always there for me but it feels alot like i am just annoying them. Anyone feeling the same thing?

HormoneMonster

Yeah i have never been in like a really rough time, ofcourse im sometimes sad and stuff but i dont really syavit to them, to anyone actually. But i have like 3 real bestfriends and i know they are there for me but im just worried that they find me annoying, boring or something. And i dont really meet them to much so i feel really lonely alot of times :/
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Lost_In_The_Music02

@HormoneMonster I feel that a lot. But to know that they are real friends, you just have to wait. If they help you when you are anything but happy then they are real friends. If they never leave you even in the darkest moments then they are real friends. Just trust me on it, I've gone through this waaaayyy too many times to know. ^w^
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