Ivo this is the only way I can talk to you. I'm not okay. I'm grounded forever. Aspen came to my house. I'm still living in fear. I've been crying all day and night. I love you Ivo. Please answer me, You're the only reason I'm alive. I have no phone. I can't even call the suicide hotline. I've been slapped for cutting. I have nothing to live for but you and my cat. Words can't describe the unbearable pain I'm feeling. Help me