I was... upset.
I was... confused.
I couldn't change the here and now nomatter what I did.
This was it; my living hell.
I thought to myself as I stared blankly into the air, my will to keep going slowly fading.
My solution boiled down to ending it all, as I knew no one could cure this curse, this damned, unnatural phenomenon that I never asked for.
The same curse that killed loved ones against my will...
I took control of my wrathful left hand and shoved it tip first into my chest, thick blood gushing in all directions as, to my surprise, my heart wasn't even flesh anymore, it was a crystal itself... and it was very much devided...
I couldn't help but cry as the realization soiled my train of thought with the dark truth.
And with my hand still in my chest, coated with my blood, all my mind could echo was this horrible fact.
... I'm not even human anymore...
***
The blood loss didn't even drain my stamina, I wasn't losing anything valuable at that point.
I slowly pulled my hand out of my chest and stood up, glossy eyed and dead inside as I was forced to accept this new reality, of losing my humanity...
