One day you will fulfill everything you want. I once dream to be good in writing stories back when I was 14 but I now only want is to fulfill every stories that I will make. I, will someday be good and fluent in writing.  My stories may not be broad like others but why not? Making story make me calm. So, we don't need to compare and criticize other stories and authors.

Chase your dream. Process matters than the outcome.