That moment when you realize that no one is there to catch you when you break down and fall. Everyone will always put someone before me. I'm just a shoulder for someone to cry on, because I'm a sturdy as a rock. Why can't anyone see that I'm crumbling.....

I'm not sure if i'm depressed. I mean i'm not sad, but i'm not happy either. I can laugh and smile an joke during the day, but at night when i'm alone, I forget how to feel.