billie_biddie

I’ve got no reason to stay here with this awful race
          
          It's a disgrace, I was misplaced
          
          Born in the wrong time, and in the wrong place
          
          It's okay though, because you'll see me soon
          
          You'll know when your time has come, just look at the moon
          
          As it shines bright, throughout the night
          
          And remember everyone's facing their own fight
          
          But I can't deal with the pain, I’m not a fighter
          
          You'll make it through the night, lust hug your pillow tighter
          
          So let the world know I died in vain
          
          Because the world around me is the one to blame
          
          And I know in a year, you'll forget I’m gone
          
          Cause I’m not really something to dwelled on
          
          That's what they use to tell me, all those kids at school
          
          So I’m going by the law majority rules
          
          My presence on this earth is not needed any longer
          
          And if anything, I hope this makes you stronger
          
          You’re the best friend I ever had
          
          Such a shame I had to make you so very sad
          
          But just remember that you meant everything to me
          
          And to my heart, you’re the only one that had the key
          
          Now it’s time to go, I’m running out of space to write
          
          And yes I lost my fight but please just hold on tight
          
          I’m watching over you from the clouds above
          
          And sending down the purest and whitest dove
          
          To watch over you, and be my helpful eye
          
          So this is it world goodbye.

Things were going down, never really up
          
          And here she is now stuck in this stupid rut
          
          She knew exactly what she had to do next
          
          Just stand on that chair and tie a rope around her neck
          
          She wrote a letter with her hands shaking wild
          
          "Look at me now, are you proud of your precious child?"
          
          But she knew that her parents weren't the ones to blame 
          
          It was the world that should bow down its head in shame
          
          She stood up on the chair and looked out at the moon 
          
          Just don't think, it'll all be over soon 
          
          The chair fell down as she took her final breath
          
          It's all over, all gone, now she's greeting death
          
          Her mum walks in, she falls down to the floor 
          
          And now nothing can take back what she just saw
          
          The little girl that she raised is just hanging there 
          
          Her body's pale and her face is violently bare
          
          She sees the note and unfolds it with care
          
          All she does is stare
          
          "How can this be fair?"
          
          She starts reading as the tears roll down her face
          
          I'm sorry mum but this world is just not my place
          
          I've tried for so long to fix this and fit in
          
          I've come to realize this world's full of sin
          
          There's nothing for me here, I'm just a waste of space

Just an average girl
          
          She always wore a smile
          
          She was cheerful and happy for a short while
          
          Now she's older, things are getting colder
          
          Life's not what she thought, she wished someone had told her
          
          She told you she was down, you let it slip by
          
          So from then on she kept it on the inside
          
          She told herself she was alright 
          
          But she was telling a white lie
          
          Can't you tell?
          Look at her dull eyes
          
          Tried to stop herself from crying almost every night
          
          But she knew there was no chance of feeling alright
          
          Summer came by, all she wore was long sleeves
          
          Because those cuts on her wrist were bleeding through you see
          
          She knew she was depressed, didn't want to admit it
          
          Didn't think she fit it, everyone seemed to miss it
          
          She carried on like a soldier with a battle wound 
          
          Bleeding out from every cut her body consumed 
          
          Bleeding out from every cut her body consumed
          
          She had no friends at school, all alone she sat
          
          And if someone were to notice she would blame the cat
          
          But those cuts on her wrist, they were no mistake
          
          But no one cared enough to save her from this self-hate

How is this so true and you dont care? oh thats right im that girl no one cares about.
          My cuts only go skin deep.
          But your words kill me.
          You dont know this, you dont care.
          No one does, its only me.
          I care about you, but no one cares about me.

Why is it always me!!!

Llama!!!