So I talked to my mentor about me reading stories with so much detailed sex scenes and I felt so bad. What she said is this: Hindi mo yan maalis sayo ng one day lang. Maybe this will affect you and your husband one day, kasi yung fantasy mo, nadumihan na. Yiu will not see it the same. Hindi siya diyan lang. It's a spirit of lust that needs to be casted out. You are being tempted by the devil and you should resist. I-divert mo yung attention mo to forget it. And you need to repent too if you feel guilty, or even if you don't. Kasi it's still bad.
So for you guys like me who feels bad kapag nakakapagbasa ng ganon, you know what to do now. Haha. I feel like I'm talking to myself. Lol.