fantisera

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          	itsokay. 
          	
          	they're biatches. total biatches. they don't care about her. emma isn't allowed outside. no parents. jamison went out to look for her. even though his behaviour seems promising, it's just an act. he's not really gonna change.

fantisera

she's their perfect child. i guess she can do more things than emma. that's what i thought too, they probably can't get alarmed anymore. 
          	  
          	  the last time she acted like this was after lauren, and she didn't recover for a long time. i can't really think of why she would act like this again. well i can, it's more of a 'i dont want to believe it' sort of feeling. she was so miserable last time.
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Iunars

then why is alice. that's fucked up. the ass has to go look for her. they really like him, don't they? wouldn't they see at least a tad of alarm when their 'perfect boy' is worried? no. fine then. 
          	  
          	  as much as i hate him [previously said], i really hope he finds her before something bad happens.
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faulted

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it's 5am and i'm looking at your profile and i'm crying again because i see the quotes on your profile and it's almost as if you knew before you were even told. mel, i've been meaning to say this for so fucking long; you're not stuck anymore. you're a goddamn angel in the sky and i know you look at me sometimes. you got away. you did. i remember that you really did want to but at the same time you wanted to stay and you can't do both, which is something i recently learned. you can't. you just can't. i hope that you're happy, i mean it sincerely. i know you wanted to leave and you know it too, you might just not want to admit it. i know how that feels when you want to leave but you want to stay because people will be sad. i know. mel, i want to leave, i've wanted to leave since i was born. i'm not supposed to be here and i've known this for so many years. but this isn't about me. this is about you. forever is a long time but it feels like forever ago that you were drinking wine and telling me that i loved jamison too much and that it was only going to end in disaster. it was a disaster but an orchestrated disaster. mel, it's not bearable, its never going to be. i miss you so so so so much and i hope you're happy and i want to see you again.

faulted

bonjour mel mon amour ~ 
          je me sens horrible pour ne pas dire quelque chose pour vous (ici) sur votre anniversaire.
          je suis trois jours de retard im vraiment désolé. eren et je vais vous rendre visite aujourd'hui avec dane et casper.  inquiétez vous pas, nous ne vous oublierons jamais   < 3

faulted

i was wondering if you've seen james. i dont know. i hope that you have. its kinda selfish, i havent thought about him for so long. i havent visited him either. it makes me sad. 
          if you've seen him, tell him that im sorry. 
          i hope you're well xx

faulted

mel i haveta tell you something
          there's this film that i know you would've loved. with tanhan and harry potter and ben foster. 
          its about carr and ginsberg together. i was laughing when i first saw it because you said something like that should have happened. it did. isnt that great? c: 
          but its basically the riverside park. 
          and the beats. 
          i really wish you could've seen it. 
          okay thats all 
          bye bye.