April 2019. One year since we last talked. I still occasionally find myself peeking through your social media accounts and checking how you have been. I can't fully get you out of my system yet. You still have a special place in my heart. My heart still store all our memories. Maybe you'll stay there for a couple more weeks or years even. To be honest, maybe it's me that wants you to stay there.. I know you won't see this but if our dreams could magically let us meet, I'd say this to you in person, and maybe only then, will I be able to fully accept our reality. The heartbreaking reality that in this world, there will never be "us" or "we". I wish for a parallel universe to exist so that in that world we may never be apart and for my love, for once, be reciprocated.