I just followed you through Cecil and hope you are doing okay... I know exactly how you feel. I'm not going to say that everything's okay, because I know that it doesn't help, and I'm not going to say some cliche thing like, "There is a storm before every rainbow." What I will say: It's a battle and a fight for your life, sometimes you have to take a few injures before your enemy is lying dead at your feet. -Olive <3