Warning: Ranting, Poet-ish
The server isn't meant to get dramas and everything, but yet it did. One mod is stressed and the other won't be online on the server. "is there anything wrong i have done?" I ask myself, wondering what went wrong, what went through all the problems and everything. I never meant to cause harm in that server, but yet it did. it feels wrong and definitely not what I wanted. i wish it was dead. I wish the server is no longer active and has been forgotten completely. that thing was never something meant to be peaceful. it used to be fun and cheery, now it's just dull and problematic. At that moment, i really hope no one remembers that server anymore, not knowing what "chaos of vorry" was, not even a single person asked what happened to the server. even if i want to delete it, I'll forever miss those sweet memories even if some hurt badly. i wish this never happened. I wish the drama had never been created. I wish everything about that server has finally been forgotten. I wish and just wish no one will even know what happened to that stupid useless pathetic server. I want it to end, and "they" said no. I ask them to end it, "they" still said no. life in that server is hell this year. I wish i knew how to fix it, but what can i do? I'm a coward to even fix it. I just hide away and never even try to fix the problem, i only let someone else do it. haha. how weak i am. i shouldn't be the owner of that server in the first place. what have i done to those poor souls. I wish i know what i was doing in the first place. i wish it didn't happened in the first place. i hope it dies one by one. i wish i knew what to do.
for anyone that's in the server before and faced the dramas, or even being in the drama before, I'm sorry. I'm sorry i couldn't do any better and just be a coward.
— Written, Din Nazurah
