i know i speak as if i’m disinterested in talking, that’s the point. i don’t trust anyone on this site as soon as we begin to speak, and until i build i trust, i won’t care to talk to you much, that’s just how it is for me, and i apologize if that offends you. it’s just that, i see no purpose in my sharing my thoughts, my emotions, my interests, or any sort of information about myself with those that i feel are… mere, passing seasons. i’m fully aware that this makes me an incredibly difficult person to socialize with, to become friends with, but i don’t mind keeping my circle small; and if you’re one for having a large quantity of friends, then perhaps we just should not talk.