mitch62500

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mitch62500

top 10 why i hate being alive 
          
          1) no one really appreciates me 
          2) no one really like's me as a friend 
          3) no one cares what i do and say
          4) no one really cares about me 
          5) mostly no one had been my real friend 
          6) no one understands me 
          7) no one had been so nice to me 
          8) no one had accepted me as their best friend nor called me a best friend 
          9) no one works with me unless i stick with them or they have no place to stay 
          10) i keep on getting hurt and i hate my life 
          
          how i feel 
          
          i always feel so sad, i only smile becuz they make me smile, i only laugh becuz they make me laugh, i am only happy becuz im not happy and im just pretending that i know allot of person but they dont really care, i only stay with them if i have to.
          
          what i was before 
          
          i was a good person after i met this person< after that i had though of what might happen to me, after that person had dumped me that the time of what might happen.
          
          this is he first time i expressed my emotions and feling about life. i really want to die now, but i have a family to ake care of :\