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I went on with my life and continued to fall in love with the boys more and more. I listened to every song they had and dedicated my life to them from that first X-factor day to today. The year after, the cancer came back. They killed it. Again, in 2012, it came back. They killed it. Every year since 2010, I have developed the cancer again. 
          	
          	The boys showed me many things throughout my time in the hospitals. I was insecure about myself, losing my hair in 2010 and my hair slowly growing back. I wore a beanie for a year and a half; I had a bald head for crying out loud. I was ready to drop everything and just give up, but they taught me that by giving up, you get no where. They show me how true a human can be. How a true person feels and thinks and wants others to feel. Not once have they not cared about ALL of us. Even the ones they don't know. They have loved us all since that first day, and I couldn't ask for anything more. 
          	
          	Those boys are the sweetest, loving, caring- and so much more- on the planet. They don't care what others think of them. They smile when they don't want to. They don't think of only themselves. They think of all of us when they make decisions. They care for all of us. They LOVE all of us. We're their girls and nothing will change that. Those boys have changed my life and I could never in a million life times think them enough for that. 
          	
          	I've been with the boys since their first days on the dang show and never in a million years would I drop everything and quit because one member left. So many people are deleting Instagram accounts dedicated to him and the boys. Don't be those type of fans who leave and ditch everyone else while we're ALL mourning. 
          	 #foreverinourheartsZaynMalik #weloveyouZayn #weloveyouHarry #weloveyouLiam #weloveyouLouis #weloveyouNiall #staystrong1D
          	
          	Btw this is all a web of lies that don't add up, and Modest is behind it all. 
          	~Sadie

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I went on with my life and continued to fall in love with the boys more and more. I listened to every song they had and dedicated my life to them from that first X-factor day to today. The year after, the cancer came back. They killed it. Again, in 2012, it came back. They killed it. Every year since 2010, I have developed the cancer again. 
          
          The boys showed me many things throughout my time in the hospitals. I was insecure about myself, losing my hair in 2010 and my hair slowly growing back. I wore a beanie for a year and a half; I had a bald head for crying out loud. I was ready to drop everything and just give up, but they taught me that by giving up, you get no where. They show me how true a human can be. How a true person feels and thinks and wants others to feel. Not once have they not cared about ALL of us. Even the ones they don't know. They have loved us all since that first day, and I couldn't ask for anything more. 
          
          Those boys are the sweetest, loving, caring- and so much more- on the planet. They don't care what others think of them. They smile when they don't want to. They don't think of only themselves. They think of all of us when they make decisions. They care for all of us. They LOVE all of us. We're their girls and nothing will change that. Those boys have changed my life and I could never in a million life times think them enough for that. 
          
          I've been with the boys since their first days on the dang show and never in a million years would I drop everything and quit because one member left. So many people are deleting Instagram accounts dedicated to him and the boys. Don't be those type of fans who leave and ditch everyone else while we're ALL mourning. 
           #foreverinourheartsZaynMalik #weloveyouZayn #weloveyouHarry #weloveyouLiam #weloveyouLouis #weloveyouNiall #staystrong1D
          
          Btw this is all a web of lies that don't add up, and Modest is behind it all. 
          ~Sadie

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Zayn quits 1D. 
          
          Harry cries. 
          
          The fandom dies. 
          
          Louis pretends he's there. 
          
          Liam's reserves his spots. 
          
          Niall looks lost. 
          
          
          And parents take pleasure in our torture. 
          
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          When I was only 10 (2010), I fell in love with the band named One Direction. I love them all, but I've always been a Harry girl. That year was the first time I had even heard of Breast Cancer. I didn't know what it was, all I knew was I had it. That December, on my birthday, I was told that they had found it too late, that it had already developed into stage 3. What did I do? I cried for hours and yelled at my mom for daring to cry. I thought that my life was as they made it out to me; over. In the beginning, I refused any kind of treatments, but after a while I realized they could at least slow the cancer down. My grandma died of the same cancer 5 months after I was diagnosed and my mom had developed stage 1 a week her mother passed away. My mom was easily "curable" since it was so early on, but I went through chemo and surgery just to remove the dumb tumor. About 2 months later, I showed a remarkable recovery and the tumor was gone. I lived in the hospital for about 5 months of my life that year. They told us it may or may not come back.