@hiddenbeautyyyy i wasn't, i had got betrayed by my old partner. i hate that i deleted my last book, but it no longer felt like the story was mines. it was like i somehow wrote a love story about people i'd never met even though the story was literally based on me and one of my past exes. I went to a real dark place, but I'm going to try to write again. Thank you guys for supporting me, I love you all very much. I hope this book lives up.