He's CRAZY & SELFISH.

Taking my Time.

Monday. 10:00am

"Today I'm gonna start over . Today is going to be the day I want to turn my life around if I have to live with this crazy ass men until I find a way out.

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I got outta bed & started looking for some clothes. When I did find some , I started the shower & got in. When I was done I did everything else I need to do & went down stairs to start cooking but for me. Plus Tray was still in the bed so I'm cooking for me.
When I was finished I sat down & eat while watching a movie. 3 minutes later I heard foot steps behind me, which I knew who it was.

Where's my food Lisa. "He sounded mad so I turned around to see his face."

I only cooked for me. You where-
"Before I could finish my sentence he had slapped the side of my face. My body started to heat up."

BITCH IS YOU CRAZYYY!! "I yelled at him getting up off the couch. The plate I had in my hands I throw it at him & of course the moved."

I could tell by the look on his face he was surprised but he had really made me mad with him putting his hands on me. He started to walk over to me but I started to run. I ran across the floor going into the kitchen as he tired catching up to me. I started to look for a knife but I didn't have enough time to look & grab I had to keep moving.

I told you not to run from me Lisa don't make this worse then what is has to be babygirl. "He was right cause I was in the nigga house & soon he gone catch me anyways. This is not how I wanted my day to go."

I let him walk over to me as I stood there dropping down to the floor asking for his forgiveness. He got closer & bent down so that we was face to face.

Baby I told you before I don't wanna hurt you.
"He said rubbing the side of my face softly. I look up at him & seen that his whole face had changed as if he really had forgave me. But I was wrong."

Him rubbing my face went to him pulling me by my hair all the way up stairs . I cried & cried hoping he'll go easy on me cause Ik what he was about to do. He grabbed both of my arms as I pushed him off trying to fight back but that got only got me slapped. My face was red at the time. He pulled my arm up & tied them to head board of the bed  making it hard to move my hands. He started to rip my clothes of my body & watched as I cried.

PLEASEE STOPP YOUR THE REASON I THROW IT!! CAUSE YOU HIT ME.!!
"I said tryna explain my self. But he acted has if he didn't hear me."

As I sat fully naked he then took all his clothes off except his boxers. He came & laid in between my legs & started to kiss on my neck softly. Then down to my nipples suckin on em like it was some type of candy. He rubbed my body nicely up & down making my body shake a little . Why is he acting to nice cause by now he would be rapping me. He claim off me walking to the side purring himself a drink from off the dressers.

Yk babygirl I could just kill you & move on to the next girl. Or even just make your whole body go week for a month leaving you feeling sorry for your self. But I choose to give you as much kindness as I can but...you....you just don't do right. So....I'm gonna give you one last chance.
"He said taking another shot which was like his fourth one now. He walked back to me & stuck two fingers in me which sucking on my clit. He started to slow as my moans was clear as day & then faster. My legs started to close but he opened them wider. "CLOSE THEM AGAIN & I'll go faster & longer." I got wetter when he told me that but I listened. This felt to good why is this a punishment??!!. I started to feel my stomach get tighter...I was about to cum.

"I-!!!...."

You was Lisa??" He asked me going faster then he was before."

I'mM soRRyy!!!"yelled bout to cum less then 10 seconds now."

You sorry what?? "He said asking me again."

IM - I'm sorRy DadDYy!!! "I yelled as I cum all on him."

I felt all my pain somehow be released as I cum. I felt his warm tongue lick me up & down cleaning me. Why is he treating me like this.

We not done yet princess. I said you'll get your punishment so you will. You gotta learn your lesson. He said as he went under the bed grabbed something.
When he grabbed it I was a big long black wooden box. When he opened it, there were toys. Like sex toys but the kinds that hurts🥺. He grabbed the long wipe & started to tease me with it rubbing it up & down my legs just before he started to hit my with it. I whimpered at every touch cause it's stings.
"You have been a very bad girl & I don't like that. So I'll give you a punishment. You do good then you get what you want." Said then started to whip me again. "PLeae stop I promise to be good, I'll do as you ask. Just no more." I begged him. He stopped and put the toy on the ground. He untied my hand & gave me his shirt. As he put the toy box up I put on his shirt & he put both of us under the covers after he kissed me all over.
"Goodnight babygirl." He told me "Goodnight."
I replied as he put me in his gripe.