hello my wonderful readers! I'm so terribly sorry that I have not updated in years, if you can understand the new years has started and I have been very busy, lots of homework, more plans, dealing with some school problems, and even personal stuff on the Internet.
and this start so far has been scary/cruel/insane. I am dealing with loads of sh*t here and can't really get any help. my psychological problems have gotten worse and I am paranoid more than usual.
I keep think I am seeing things like the observer or slenderman. I have these certain dreams that feel like reality but is actually a dream, like I can feel things inside the dream as if I was awake. and these dreams are mainly nightmares, rarely anything helpful...
but that is not the scariest thing about the dream. the scary part is that I can not wake up from the dream, which is why I rarely sleep... only a person, not a noise, not an animal, but a person can wake me up. and this is terrifying because if no one is there to wake me up, I would be in that dream possibly until the day I die. or if something in the dream kills me. which will kill me in reality as well... I have had a case like that before.
it was terrifying. Oh wow well look at the time is very late right now, 1:31 A.M I stayed up this late just to update for you guys, so you better appreciate what I took my time to write for you guys!
sweet dreams everyone! and remember,
|do not go to sleep, you will never wake up.|
