Forbidden Heart [Jikook] ✅ completed

☆22. All I needed was your trust baby☆

Jimin was a trembling mess by now he never saw his Appa getting this angry on any thing, it was sure that Jimin felt he fucked up real bad this time. For the first time in his life he felt his emotions overflowing without his control. Jimin was shaking very badly thinking about the outcome he was about to face.

With his heavy chest and steady steps Jimin went inside Jungkook's bedroom to notice that his Appa was boiling furiously with anger. He gulped not knowing what to say or what to do, Jungkook gestured Jimin to stand infront of him and Jimin followed as he was asked to do. Jungkook looked very dangerous ready to kill someone on spot his anger issues were over taking his brain but as soon as Jungkook saw Jimin entering his room, Jungkook didn't even uttered a single word he was just trying to relax. He was calmly trying to process the whole situation about the death of his girlfriend, for which his baby Jimin was blamed unexpectedly.

Before Jungkook could say anything further Jimin bursts with his overflowing insecure and feared emotions lashing out with his words on Jungkook, who was frozen and didn't expected this kind of behavior from his baby.

"I really don't understand why you do this to me Appa ? why.... just why... tell me what was my fault ? and now you really think I killed your girlfriend ?" Jimin shouts on Jungkook clearly sobbing now, yes Jimin couldn't control today what he was facing now.

"Jimin don't shout like that and stop crying...." before Jungkook could speak Jimin didn't let Jungkook to finish his words.

"you've changed ! why did you do this to me Appa ? first you ignored me in past few years as if I never existed and then you don't even trust me Appa ! how can you change like that ? do you know how much I love you ? But your girlfriend is more important right ?" Jimin is now going crazy he is not listening to anything what Jungkook was trying to say and is being a sobbing mess, feeling pain in his heart. Jungkook panics and tries to approach Jimin but his eyes widen, when Jimin backed away from his hold as if Jungkook was a threat to him. Seeing this Jungkook felt numb, it was so heartbreaking to watch Jimin avoiding him made Jungkook to feel a clenching pain in his heart seeing Jimin's beautiful crescent moon eyes stained with tears.

"Jimin stop ! I said stop okay... you don't know what are you even speaking, please baby I'm telling you don't make me lose my control now" Jungkook said in a calm voice trying to calm his anger and it was probably getting him hard to make Jimin understand about his perspective, that he doesn't blame Jimin for chaegyung's death.

"no I won't stop Appa ! you always give me excuses and now everyone blames me for her death including you.... does it even make sense ? I admit that I hated her but I never wished something like that for her" Jimin is continuing with his words not listening anything only both of them were present in the room it was dead silence but only Jimin's voice was heard.

"Jimin will you just keep quite and allow me to speak ?" Jungkook asked him it was clear that Jungkook never blamed Jimin for her death, but the thing is Jimin was now going furious in one or the other way he was being a little disrespectful towards Jungkook, sure he was hurt from years getting carried away by Taehyung's falae words.... he was like starting to dislike Jungkook's presence. He didn't want to see Jungkook's face now just because of a single misunderstanding, Jimin was surely sharp minded but he was just a teenager after all, he was still on his way to grow mature may be thats why he couldn't read the delicacy of this situation but atleast he should let his Appa speak first.

Jimin was heart broken and very angry at his Appa for not believing him and the past ignorance, his feelings for Jungkook everything bottled up together and he reacted without thinking in anger and said those words which literally shaked Jungkook from his head to bottom, Jungkook was a very dominant person, he was the type of person who always hid his feelings and emotions, burrying everything in his heart only within himself. So hearing this words from Jimin's mouth it literally shaked his soul.

"I can't take this anymore... no I... I don't want to see you, I know that I  dont mean anything to you, everything is important for you rather then me, I hate you ! go and be with your girlfriend Appa... that's what you did everytime" Jimin said without even thinking what he was speaking, not knowing how much he was hurting Jungkook with every word he spoke, one thing was sure he didn't mean what he said it was just frustration nothing else, just like how a normal person says to someone I will kill you or I hate you in anger or in annoyance etc. It was just a form of anger, but it was reflected on Jungkook in a wrong way, Jimin would never hate him heck he was crazy in love with his Appa romantically.

After hearing that sentence Jungkook just closed his eyes clutching on his fist a lone tear escaped through his left eye, yes Jungkook was in tears the person who never shed a single drop of water from his eyes, was now feeling hurt hearing that his little angel hates him. That's when Hoseok, Taehyung and Jackson came inside to check upon them.

"Fine Jimin if you don't want to see me, I guess your Hoseok and Tae uncle were right... you really need to stay away from me and I know you feel the same just now you said right ?" Jungkook asked and Jimin didn't even glanced at Jungkook who's eyes were numb with slight traces of his tears.

"Jungkook what are you even saying ? and you look...." Hoseok asked when he noticed Jungkook's face seeing his best friend for the first time like that it worried him but Jungkook cuts him off.

"Today I have lost you Jimin.... and your behavior really needs to be changed, you're going to shift in London for your studies for the next five years, untill you turn 18 I will make sure that you won't see my face and I expect the same from you" Jungkook said in a monotone voice making everyone in the room gasp in surprise at his sudden decision.

"But Jungkook are you sure.... please dont take decisions which will make you regret later on" Hoseok said going towards Jungkook while Jimin was quite he never spoke a word.

"Jackson arrange everything for Jimin's departure by next morning itself, right now I need everything ready am I clear ?" Jungkook asked in a strict tone while Jackson bowed and quickly left to do as his master said.

"I have discussed with our dad Jungkook, I think even Namjoon should tag along with Jimin, it will really help him to improve a lot" Taehyung said slowly as what he had planned for Namjoon to get rid off his step brother.

"Do what you want tae it's not my right to say anything about this, he is your brother so you should discuss with Jackson regarding the arrangements" Jungkook said and left the room without saying anything further.... but stops midway and turns back eyeing Jimin. "One more thing Jimin let me clear you now itself, I never blamed you for Chaeyoung's death, even if you would have killed her or any other person, I will never blame you that's how my trust is on you... But guess what you're still immature to have the same trust on me Jimin, you will know when you grow up. I understand your anger as a child but you shouldn't have behaved like that with me Jimin" Jungkook said with heavy voice and went away getting hurt.

☆End of Chapter☆

a/n : Merry Christmas to all of you I hope you all had a good time .❄🎄

one more thing I literally lost my spirit and joy to write, this is the fifth time I got this comment on my books.
Guys is my English and Grammar that bad to understand ?  I really felt like to stop writing.