Vmin Oneshots

A̸l̸i̸t̸t̸l̸e̸ T̸o̸o̸ M̸u̸c̸h̸

*Inspired by the song
'A little too much'
~ by Shawn Mendes.*

Park Jimin. My best friend, my soulmate, my lover.

We've been together since we where five. The minute we met in primary school we clicked immediately.
Practically inseparable after a week.

Even as we grew older into double digits, he didn't mind my goofyness, and I didn't mind his shyness. We complimented each other. Balanced each others energy. Perfect equilibrium. The closest of the close. Part of each others family. We where happy, care free kids. Innocent.

But as the years passed by life got harder. Childhood drifted away.
Exams. Insecurity. Anxiety. Fears. Life changing decisions.
It hit us hard. But it hit Jimin harder. His innocence was tainted by the stain of loss and grief.

His parents passed away in car accident half way through of our second year of high school. He was devastated. He always had such a close relationship with them, they made him who he was, beautiful, kind and humble.
I too had a strong bond with them. They were almost like a second family to me too. It was only me and my dad. my mother left when I was a three, and my father often struggled to manage homelife with working to support us, so Jimins mother had become my motherly figure, and always looked after me when my dad was busy with work. It was a big loss for us both. But of course, Jimin suffered the most. He grieved for a long time. A whole year till he was back to his normal functioning self. His auntie who had become his guardian helped as much as she could. Me and her both were so happy to have our starlight back after it had bee faded for so long.

After the accident, after all the grief and mourning, I knew he became fearful of being alone, of losing anyone else, anyone close to him. That he became very insecure, ridden with anxiety and panicky.

But he wouldn't show it, that he was afraid.
That being and feeling alone was too much to face. No one knew but me. He confided in me only. not wanting to worry his aunt any further after all she had done.

I would worry, alot. He meant alot to me, he was my best friend afterall. And I had more than friends feelings for him. Which I didn't reveal till our fourth year in high school. Thankfully he returned them, and became my boyfriend.

My friends would always say that he was so strong, that he'll be fine. That I didn't need to worry so much.
But they didn't know that he could barely carry on. He still missed his parents. He always would. And sometimes the stress and worries would pile up tipping him over the edge.
He'd cry on my shoulder. I'd engulf him in a hug. I'd kiss him and make him feel loved. He'd snuggle into my chest, my arms round his waist.

I'd tell him that it would be okay. "I'm here, and always will be. Sometimes it all gets a little too much. Although life might seem clouded and dark, soon the fog will clear up and light will break through. You don't have to be afraid, because we're all human we all go through hardships, it gets a little too much for everyone, you're not alone. I'll never leave you for as long as I live. And I will love you till the end."

I'd make sure he knew that he would be okay.
So he doesn't let his fears get in his way.
I'd tell him that he could do this, it would be just fine

When it got hard and he would lose his focus.
So I'd take his hand so he knew that he would be okay.

We'd be alright. I had him, he had me.

He made it through.

He got over his fears. Lost his insecurities. Became strong and confident.

And here we are today, in our twenties working the jobs of our dreams, living together, engaged and raising our own baby ball of fluffy cuteness on four legs.

Happy. Successful. In love.

The perfect life in my eyes.

Hardships will be hard, it's in the name. But they will build you up, make you stronger, even if they weaken you first.

Never give up on the possibility of hope even if you have none. Don't take your eyes off the light at the end of the tunnel, even if you can't see it yet, keep going.

You can do this. You'll make it through.

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A/N

if this was really bad im sorry:(

I just wanted to post something as a little gift. Have a good Christmas everyone. 💜