Paeton is a damaged girl from Memphis TN who watched her brother die in her arms what happens when she falls for the man who killed him.
Von is a psycho man from from Memphis TN who killed one of his bestfriends for the revenge of his brother. What...
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Paeton Allen December 24, 2020
I silently got out the bath and walked over to my bed and grabbed the sheets to change them.
After I changed the sheets I sat doqn and started to let my mind wonder.
"I got as so big like the sun." My ringtone started playing.
(if somebody tell me what song dat is imma double update😂)
Von🏋🏾
"Hello" I said.
"Wassup Lil folk. What you doing." He said.
"Laying in Bed. How about you?" I said.
(Okay im finna skip all this stuff because its boring.)
"Aight folks im finna go. Bye"
"Bye" I said.
"Explain more onto why you hated Von so much that you wanted to ruin his life. Why build an emotional connection with him just to later hurt him and You?"
I built the emotional connection because, I wanted to him yo feel my pain but ten times worse. I wanted him yo feel the heart break of a person you care for deeply to hurt you. I wanted him to know how it feels to be stabed in the back. I wanted Von to live with my metal problems HE caused.
"I also get that but, why risk catching feelings?"
At the time I wasn't thinking. I thought I guarded myself. I thought it was all an act. But I ended up falling for Von. And in the end what I did effected and hurt both of us.
"Okay. Now back to the story."
Getting bored I know got on live to see what Instagram was doing.
"Hey yall."
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Randomfan:😍😍😍😍
AsianDollFanPage: You so pretty😍😍
NosyHoe: You talk to Von?
I laughed and said, "Naw me and Von grew up together. Thats the homie."
Berniceoldass: Add me.
I added her to the live as I watched it load.
"Hey girl. You look so pretty and happy." She said.
Whelp I far from happy. I thought.
"Thank you girl." I giggled.
(Skip over all at get into tonights topic)
"So what type of man you like?" She asked.
"Black men with good strokes." I said.
Bernice laughed and proceeded to say, "A coldheart man so I can help fix them."
"Oop Naw I can't do that. Why you said that though." I said as I scrunched my face up.
"Cause when you help your man heal himself thats how the relationship gets stronger." Bernice said.
"I mean yes that vould happen be 9 times out of 10 it wont. Thats weird its like you looking at your future lover, wife, or husband as a charity case instead of a human being that you want to spend the rest of your life with." I explained to her.
"Also that doesn't stop them from cheating, being abusive, or anything like that. If anything it puts into your mind that you fixed that person so now you own them. And me personally I dont want that in my mind." I added.
"We can help each other though." She pouted.
"Okay Lil rehab centers." I joked.
"Bye y'all I'm about to get off of here bye." I stated.
I got off the live and went to my kitchen.
"Okay thats enough today Asian tomorrow we going to talk about your mental health threw this whole process."
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THOUGHTS?
WHO OR WHAT IS THE VOICE?
IDEAS?
sorry I been slacking yall. I have a plot for the book its just im having a hard time writing chapters up to that point.
