you heard the fence rattling as the walkers were hitting it at the prison. you were on watch with carl. "y/n" "yeah" "do you see that thing over there?" you put the binoculars up to your hazel eyes with your light brown hair pulled pack into a ponytail. you looked through the lenses of the binoculars and your glasses. you couldn't belive it. it was your cousin, cecilia. he started to freak out a little bit because she looked like a walker running twards you. bang! he fired his gun. you screamed and ran over to her. you bent down to her. she is dead. you screamed again. then carl you thought" this is all your fault! YOU KILLED HER. THE ONLY FAMILY I HAD LEFT, AND YOU KILLED HER! DEAD! WHY! WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS?!I HATE YOU!" you started bawling. he tried to calm you down. you took out your gun and took the safety of and pointed it at carl and stood straight up. " don't move i will shoot. she will come back and then i could finally talk to her one last time. and hopefully she won't attack right away. and when she turns i will be reunited with her. so do not kill her. i love her and she loves me and she will forever" "y/n you don't understand she will kill and eat you" "NO. YOU DON'T NDERSTAND! YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT IT IS LIKE TO BE ME! SHE WON'T DO ANYTHING BAD! SHE WILL STAY WITH ME FOREVER! and when I die i will come back and live and be me only i will be in a different form so..." you stopped and got so angry at carl that you took it out on the walkers and started shooting them like crazy then tried to do it to yourself but stopped again realizing that you could do so many other things better now.. and when the magazine was out you took out your katana and slased so harshly and sliced off heads of many. it was an odd sight for him because he has never seen you like this. and when you finished you looked him straight in the eye and smiled with wide eyes SPOILERS ( so basically you went insane like lizzie samuels over someone she loved by someone she loved and started screaming) and you ran inside ignoring what everyone was saying. you startd carving a bunch of words into the cement wall (tried). you tried to calm yourself down by reading but ended up thinking about it the whole time and then it was dinner time. it was a little akward because you were sitting next to carl and daryl. so you just sat there picking at your food. "y/n what's wrong?" asked glenn "nothing" you snapped. "are you sure because you seem a little edgey, alarmed even." "I SAID NOTHING IS WRONG SO JUST LEAVE ME ALONE! OKAY!!" then you bolted out of the doors. you had the keys because you may or may not have stolen them off of rick when he wasn't paying attention. so then you sprinted to get your weapons and some food and water, put them in a bag. you had an extra copy of the keys so you could keep them. you ran out into the woods and started slashing every walker, bu not shooting because you still had a little bit of common sense left. you shook with insanity running through your veins along with adreneline. and since patrick died too that di not help. -2 month time skip-
you were gone for two months. and nothing changed much exept for the amont of people,your relationship with carl (break up) ,and his mood, he just seemed upset. when yo walked throught the block c cell door everyone stopped what they were doing and just stared at you, and carl was at the top of the stairs just about to break also, because he started seeing images of you just like rick did of Lori. you were wearing a torn, dirty light purple dress. "y/n?" carl said in shock and he ran down the stairs swooping you in a big hug. " so i guess you are better then huh?" "yeah a little" "what happened to you?" rick asked " i sort of lived out ther by myself with weapons little food and water. just like we have before exept all alone." and with that you walked away to your cell and spent the night restless like all of the other nights, which just helped you go more insane.
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hey guys sorry that this was so short and what a coincidence that the character lizzie went insane and killed her sister and i have a sister and my name is lizzie. don't worry i am not going to kill her. so i will update when ever i can. XleeleebooX
