For Once in My Life

Why Me

Amer Pov

Since, Sin left its been hell. This fool keep touching my ass, pulling my hair,and saying vulgar comments about "forbidden"(my name for my treasure box). I wanna tell Sin but im scared cuz he gonna do some thats gonna cause him time in jail..plus my moma talking about pressing charges already. But anyways my birthday tomorrow so, im finna push all that to the back of my mind and turn up cause im finna see my brother for the first time since he got put out and he said we gonna do it big for my 16th birthday. Well its 9:00pm so im finna hit the sheets early, so i can be up and ready when Sin come and get me.
Sin Pov

Damn... I cant wait till tomorrow I mean its been months since I seen  Amer. I miss her like hell, my moma been tripping about letting me see her talking bout some damn charges.for harassment and shit. But, she gonna let me get her till 10:00pm tomorrow...only because i agreed to pay her 3mths late bills. But, Amer worth it doe.
Ta'Shawn Pov

Man, i miss Amer. We been bestfriends since 3rd grade. But i been liking her since 7th grade. I aint made no move on her cause Sin is very over-protective of Amer. But its straight cause Sin called my phone and told me to meet him at the mall at 10:30 tomorrow morning. So i guess ima see her for her birthday and ask Sin for his blessing. I cant wait cause after her birthday ima make a move on her.
Phillip Pov

Sin just called me and told me to meet him at the mall at 10:30 tomorrow morning. I know Amer finna be looking bad asf. I wanna smash her so bad,but, ion wanna break her heart cause ion do relationships.
Avery Pov

Tomorrow is Amer birthday and i cant wait cause then she reach the age of consent. I cant wait cause its going down tomorrow and aint shit gonna stop me.
Amer Pov

Today is my BIRTHDAY. Im so fuvkin happy. Its 9:00 so im finna go get in the shower. I took a 25min shower,did my hygiene thing put on lotion and deodorant. Next, i went to the closet and put on the outfit Sin sent me throught the mail. It was high low red and brown leopard print shirt, a pair of acid washed highwaisted ripped shorts, and my red and leopard print customized jordan 11's. Then, i went to my mirror and  put half my hair down and put the rest in a high ponytail with my leopard print scarf bow. I went down stairs when i heard him knocking. I hugged him for about 2mins..then..we got in his 2015 charger. It was fly and i let it be known. After about 15mins of convo we pulled up at the mall. I ran out the car when i saw Ta'Shawn and Phillip. I hugged them for about 5mins. Then, i went in the mall. I hit up Bath&Body Works,Forever 21, Victoria Secret, Areopostale, and Wet Seal. After, we got done i we went to the food court. I got subway simple 6 Italian BMT with lettuce,tomato, sweet and onion sauce, and cheese. Them 3 got Chinese. We left and went skating,bowling,and to the movies. We left at 9:43 so he can have time to take his time getting me home. When i got there i was sad. I said good bye to Phillip, Ta'Shawn, and Sin. We made plans for next weekend. I walked in the house at exact 10:00pm. My moma came and gave me a hug..she had a cake in her hand. Told her thank you and i love you even though i can tell Red beat her up and she was high. She then proceeded to walk to her room. We both said goodnight. I went and got in the shower. I got out after 30mins. I did my hygiene thing,lotioned and deodorized. After, i put on my pajama pants, a white shirt,and some white socks. By 11:30 i was sleep. What seemed like 45mins later i felt somebody on top of me. Out of fear i played sleep. Then i felt my pants,and panties get pulled down. I started moving thinking it might scare them off. Next i felt my hands being held above my head. My heart began racing and beating so hard and fast. I started moving more than it happened. I felt him enter me. I tried to yell but nothing but silence came out it was excruciating.I tried hitting him and scratching him but i was to weak to do much damage. He just keep moving in and out of me. He got rougher and harder everytime i scratched him almost as if i was turning him on. I tried to plead with him but words wouldnt come out. It was so much pain i passed out.