Deceitful Affair | kth

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Tuesday 11:00am
I woke up hearing my phone ring for the 50th time that morning I scrolled through the text messages and calls to see Jimin, Yuna, and JungKook had blown up my phone even Tae had called.

I cursed myself throwing my clothes on Yoongi opened his eyes and handed me the envelope full of money "I don't need it keep it.." I said smiling before running out.

11:37am
I ruffled my messy hair as I walked through the front door JungKook ran to the front door placing his hands on his hips.

"Where the hell have you been?" I sighed throwing my bag on the floor stuffing my phone in my pocket I took my jacket off and his mouth dropped.

"Where did you go wearing that you look like a stripper" I scoffed and looked behind him to see 3 figures. Yuna, Jimin, and...Taehyung.

I gulped when I saw him and a tear fell down my face I quickly wiped it and ran up the stairs to my room and of course they followed.

"I'm talking to you Jeon Ara!" He said as I lifted my shirt off throwing on a comforting one they've all seen j see my clothes well except Jimin I didn't really care much as I quickly changed.

"I don't give a shit Jungkook get out" I pulled the sweatshirts out my closet that belonged to Tae and threw them at him.

"Get out I hate you get out!" He stumbled from the clothes and JungKook tried to calm me down "don't touch me!" I said pushing him off me as Yuna and Jimin just stood worried.

"Ara talk to me please.." Taehyung said and I threw more clothes at him "no your a lier you said you loved me!" Tears streamed down my face and he walked closer to me trying to grab me.

I hit his chest as he tried to hug me "let go!" JungKook took the other 2 and left the room closing the door as I cried "I hate you!" He sighed and pulled me into his chest as I tried to break free.

"You ruined everything your a lier I hate you I've never loved someone before and you broke me!" I said trying to push him.

"Just listen to me I'm sorry Ara I was scared and I know that's not a reason to leave you but I was so scared that.." he stopped talking and I looked up at him.

"That what? Hmm? That I wasn't enough that you would fall for me when I'm just suppose to be a fling that what because you didn't think about how I felt you didn't care I felt like dying the moment you said you didn't love me."

He gulped and he sat down pulling me beside him "..I was scared you wouldn't want me anymore I was scared I wasn't enough for you and I panicked the moment you left I regretted it I wanted to stop you but my ego got in the way so I came to you this morning and you weren't here..so I got worried that I drove you off the deep end I'm sorry"

I looked at him with tears and fiddled with my fingers "I slept with someone last night.." he gulped and shook his head "I don't care..I broke up with you and I want you back so please come back give me another chance"

I wiped my tears and he sighed "..you never loved me?" He shook his head no and leaned in connecting our lips "I lied..I love you so much" I shook my head and he hugged me.

"Jeon Ara..will you be my girlfriend!" I bit my lip thinking I really love him but should I just except what he did to me?..

"Ok...but let's take it slow I don't wan't sex I just want to be with you" he smiled kissing me again "ok I promise let's take it slow"

Just then my phone chimed me and Tae looked at the same time and it was my reminder "your period is 2 weeks late" I gasped and he grabbed my phone.

"Ara..your pregnant?" I panicked standing up "no no I can't be no we used condoms I'm on birth control I can't be I just got these modeling gigs I can't have a kid!" I ran into my bathroom and he followed confused as I rummaged through the cabinet looking for a pregnancy test.

He grabbed my shoulders and I started hyperventilating "I-I can't be a mom I'm not ready we aren't ready shit we just got back together Tae we can't have a child I'm only 18 your 25 years old this can't be no no tae tell me this isn't true!"

He kissed me making me shut up he quickly pulled away "check first..if you are we'll figure it out" I frowned and he left the bathroom shutting the door.

I took the test and came out and he wasn't there I took the test and ran down the stairs to see him eating with Kook in the kitchen.

"I can't do this" I said crying again he put his fork down and came towards me rubbing my back "calm down did you look at the results?" I shook my head and he kissed my forehead taking the test from my hands.

"..it's one line what's that mean?" I calmed down once he said that and rested my head on his chest "I'm not pregnant"

"Awww..I kinda wanted a baby" he pouted and I shook my head "now definitely isn't the time especially since you've been an asshole lately"

"Yah I said I was sorry how long will you be mad at me!?" He said going to eat his food again "I'll be mad until you put a ring on this finger" he went quite and I chuckled "that's what I thought"

I turned around and saw him starring at me with his eyes all round full of love "you want to get married?" I stuttered and he sat beside me "can we get married..we can start a family?"

"No...it's way to soon we've only been together like 5 months taking away the break up" he sighed and walked back to his food "ok"

"Are you mad?" He shook his head no and I pouted "you are mad..tae I'm just not ready yet I'm only 18 I know your 25 and want to settle down but I'm still young I just graduated" he shook his head taking a spoonful I sighed seeing that he was horribly hiding his sadness.

"If I proposed tomorrow would you say yes?"
"Yeah I'd say yes but I would wait a couple years to get married"

"Years baby come on at that pace I'll be 50 when our kid graduates can't you think about me too!"

"Your only 25 I won't keep you waiting that long but now is not the time I'm barely an adult and you want me to bare your child and get married?"

"Yes your my girlfriend is that such a bad thing to want?"

"Well I'm sorry that I'm not ready I'm still young and I would like to live some before starting a family..."

"How long until your 20? 21? 22?"

"At least 22 Tae come on!"

"I'll already be 29 by then do you want me to be dead before our kid gets to graduate?"

"29 isn't that old at all your not considering my feelings tae"

"Your not considering mine I just don't want to be really old when we have our first child I want at least 4 kids.."

"At least? Are you serious I'm the one who has to carry the child 4 is a lot how about 2.."

"Meet in the middle at 3 kids but I really want 4"

"No 2 or none..I'm the one who had to carry them for 9 months before so I think I should chose"

"That's unfair I just want to have a big family that's all 4 isn't even that much.."

"..1 is a lot actually"

"Ara baby please can we just try for a baby just this once? Stop taking birth control and let's try"

"No..."

"Your impossible" he said crossing his arms

"We literally just got in a fight 30 minutes ago and now your talking about impregnating me stop it tae"

"We'll talk about this later I'm tired come upstairs please I want to cuddle"

"Fine"