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chapter 2

This lightskin boy said

Aye this cow think she pretty looking like someone had threw hot water on her

Bitch u ugly

I look down at my lap like i already knew today wasn't going to be awesome like always .....

My stop finally came so i had got off the bus and head toward the school

What makes it even bad tht they go to my skool uugghh lucking me

I headed towards my Locker ppl throwing stuff at me and call me names and etc.

I got to my locker and ppl had wrote bad language on my locker I annoy it i headed to class ik my stomach gone be loud cause I ain't eat and when I brush my teeth I be hungry and now everyone gone hear it i don't eat lunch at skool cause you know tht won't be as pretty as you can see now .how things going

I walk into class in tha back and kept my head down writing in my dairy call

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It's not all tht exciting to read it just a lil some

Everyone came in tha class and we had to do a read out loud some thing how we feel

Oh lord she call me up i was shy and scared so i walk up in the front of the class slow like turtle slow they start calling me names and tripping me till finally I reached the front

I was scare to speak at first and couldn't find my voice then the lightskin boy walk into the class who call me a cow earlier he sat right in my seat but i started reading and stuff

"Is it because I ain't normal , is it because I ain't beautiful, what Is it am tired of these devil slaves treating me like am trying to freaking harm them, all I want is a true friend and family who won't hurt me , who won't beat me, who won't try to mentally kill me or starve me, I want to feel love so bad but the way mu looks and stuff sat up it ain't getting far,  people base me off of my looks not my personality I might be ugly on the outside but on the inside am hurt and much beautiful,  but I would show those who hurt me oneday but for right now I just gotta die and be miserable for a while"

I wipe my tears and look up everyone was speechless

Tht how much my life hurts