Hunt For True love

Chapter 10

Shanaaya

I never knew what being heartbroken meant till now! Why people go mad when someone breaks their heart! When their loved ones leave them to handle that agony on their own. After what happened in the office, I felt numb, and then my heart felt like it had been shredded. The pain was unbearable. The pain was suffocating. It makes me want to hate him. I feel betrayed where my heart was burning in rage and jealousy and my whole self was trembling to remember how shamefully I submitted. What a fool I had been for even thinking that we had something real! I am his employee and maybe just another hole to fuck. It was hard to admit but I feel disgusted at myself.

I was unable to see where I was going as tears were blinding my vision with my feet having minds of their own taking me somewhere to liberate me from the shackles of sufferings.

"Shanaaya! Where the hell is your phone? And... What happened?" Swati screamed on my ears, quaking my entire body, freeing me from a daze and there I see my sister and my closest companion with stressed looks all over. I could not pour a single word out! But that really was not needed for my pal to understand what I have been going through! She embraced me firmly at me being my most weak where I was aching for affection and attention. "Hssshhhh! Now stop being a baby and let's go home" she cooed me patting me on my back! I could not help but cry louder this time! I had this sudden desperation to feel better. Considering my sister's presence, I squeezed harder on her shoulder, silently pleading with her for not taking me home. I don't want to distress my mother when she already is suffering enough. Swati promptly mentioned my sister to get back in the vehicle yet her stubbornness won't allow her to set her feet inside and she continued inquisitively me about what has occurred!

"Shanaaya you are scaring me to no end! Please tell me what happened! I swear I won't tell mother". Priya was annoying me to no end ranting continuously, making me feel more guilty for worrying my family for whoring around and regretting about it later! Sensing my discomfort Swati was about to shoo her but suddenly a speeding car halted in front of us, blinding us with painful front lights.

Rolling down the screens of his expensive car, Ayaan gave me a look that was unexplainable! For a brief second guilt flashed in his eyes and again they were stone cold, completely devoid of any emotions. Swati was shocked as I was but did not lose her hold on me as if protecting me, without knowing from what. Ayaan kept staring at me, hoping to talk but recognizing refusal in my eyes, he moved his gaze towards my sister and motioned her to come and take something from him. As for my sister, she was staring ......staring and staring Ayaan with her open mouth like he was the most delicious meat suddenly appearing out of nowhere. Realizing him asking her to come, she eagerly jumped towards him and kept her hand forward to take whatever he offered.

"Give it to your sister, she left this in my office" saying this he gave me a smirk and raced away. Realizing the reason that might be behind his menacing look, my ears went hot due to embarrassment and fear. Oh God! don't be it my panties that I left in his office! Could he cross the limits where he would embarrass me in front of my family? My heart was ready to leap out any second. Swati contemplated me long and hard, unmistakably detecting the influx of fear and nervousness purely evident all over.

Suddenly Priya moved towards us passing me what Ayaan had given her.

"How can you forget your sim in his office! Where is your phone?" Priya asked suspiciously. Before I could think of giving her explanation "Stop being her mother and get into the car" Swati managed it for me, giving me a soft smile.

"It's all cold out here! Let's get you home!"

We dropped Priya home and informed my mother regarding my stay at Swati's. I was drained emotionally and physically and didn't know whether I would be going to the office tomorrow. After what happened I had no guts to confront Ayaan and be normal at work! We can hide it from people yet how from each other! He knows well about the kind of effect he has on me yet I cannot allow him to abuse it and crush my remaining self-respect. That man had the guts to smirk at me even after what has happened. He has this girl of every boy's wet dreams yet, what is it that he wants from me! Why is he doing all of this!