This collection is about my thoughts, muse, ponders and beliefs. This collection is presented with a hope to resonate with people having similar line of thinking.
She is a very clumsy girl. Very carefree, curious and creative, passive, unspontaneous, unhurried and a very clumsy girl. In a world of alert, clever and quick people, there she is a clumsy girl. She always gets dysfunctional in a crowd or a room of people, where people naturally turn highly functional and observant. The nearness of people, the noises, the chatter draws her energy, disturbs her, dispirits her. Now you must be wondering, to what use could a girl like her be put to!? She had the same question quite often, everytime.
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She has multiple interests. She is passionate about teaching; but does not like rushing the curriculum to meet the examination deadlines. She is slow. She is impatient. She can't finish reading a book, but she loves flipping pages and looking at the pictures. She also loves writing small pieces. Next, she loves being creative. She loves designing flyers, birthday cards, write-ups for various occassions, letters and worksheets. But she loves doing all of these unhurried, at her own pace. She produces quality work but she does so in her own sweet time. She does not prefer working under orders or on short deadlines. Again! You must be wondering, to what use could a girl like her be put to!? She gets the same question quite often, everytime.
Being employed makes her expect so much from her own self. Several targets to achieve, deadlines to meet; and she is a clumsy girl, the faster she tries to work, more wrongs happen. Peace of mind is a necessity for her to be productive and quick, else she goes lazy. She says that sometimes it drains lots of her energy in carrying the guilt of not being as quick and effective as others. Despite of being equipped with skills and talents, she is slow. At the end of the day, she is what she is–unhurried, slow and clumsy. It isn't like she doesn't want to be quick and praiseworthy, just that she is not wired to be quick and effective at the same time. What use could a girl like her be put to!?
Though the guilt sits at the back of her mind, though she expects a lot from her ownself, she thinks it's not worth spending time stressing over things which are out of her control. She knows, she can't be spontaneous and quick like other normally effective people, at least not in this lifetime. She often wonders, what work should she take up where people will not hurry her into being productive. What use could a girl like her be put to?
