Lila

Chapter 6

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Grayson's POV:

The lawyer was to arrive tomorrow with the details of the agreement and how and who would it go to, who would be in charge of the mafia. Everything would be clear and then after it, I could finally leave. I would miss her, to be honest, but I could live without her and she would be better off without having to be scared in her own house. I enter my room and take off my jacket and shoes, take a shower, and get ready for bed. I lie down and fall asleep holding the plushie damn what is wrong with me. It was the middle of the night when I jolted awake to what sounded like snoring coming from the room, I looked everywhere and saw no one oh dear lord, not a ghost, what the fuck is up with this damn house. The noise got louder and it was coming from under the neck, shit well maybe I should just leave but curiosity killed the cat and it was certainly gonna kill me fuck this, I took my gun and bent down. I saw Lila sleeping like a rabbit underneath the bed, what the fuck. What do I do? I got up and lifted the bed agh shit this is heavy and pushed her out using my foot. She didn't even move, is she dead? Yes, she is dead and snoring great job genius. I saw her and she looked peaceful as fuck man damn she is cute, I picked her up and took her to her room and laid her on the bed. I tucked her in and did something I would never do in a million years, I kissed her forehead and left with a smile on my face. I went back to sleep thinking of how and why the little rabbit and slept there.

Lila's Pov:

I woke up and saw that I was back in my room, I got freaked out and just hoped that it was Grayson who carried me here. I got off the bed and went to the bathroom to shower and get ready for the day, I then went down to get breakfast for I was starving since I slept through dinner yesterday. I had my breakfast and hoped that Grayson would join me but he didn't maybe he was busy, I went back to my room and looked for colleges that are accepting right now. After looking for about an hour I narrowed it down to five colleges, two of which were situated in the United States of America, one in America, and two in Europe. They weren't the best but they seemed fine enough for a degree and after getting homeschooled I honestly can't do better for now. I asked Mellissa, the chef to make me a sandwich and bring it up as I didn't want to face Liam. After lunch, I went through my certificates to ensure that everything was correct and applied to the colleges after uploading my document and doing all the necessary work. I put Melissa down as my current guardian as I didn't want to involve Liam in my life after moving out. I get my work done by dinner time and go down for dinner, I ask Mellissa if she had any idea about where Grayson was and she told me was in his room and would eat dinner there. I thought of checking up on him and went to the room he was staying in and knocked.

"Who's there?" He asked

"It's me" I answered 

He opened the door and something inside told me to run, his hair was messed up and he looked like he had just been in a fight.

"What the fuck do you want?" He shouted

"I just wanted to check up on you" I replied softly

"You checking up on me? Whores like you don't check up on people they just carry their baggage to dump from one person to another." He yelled 

"I'm sorry did I do something?" I questioned tears threatening to spill from my eyes

"Yes, yes you did. YOU WERE FUCKING BORN IF YOU WOULD'VE JUST DIED I WOULD BE GREAT BUT NO YOU HAVE TO STAY ALIVE AND MAKING THINGS DIFFICULT FOR EVERYONE" He yelled at the top of his voice

"YOU ARE SUCH A FUCKING PAIN AND I SWEAR TO GOD I SHOULD'VE KILLED YOU THE MOMENT I WALKED IN BUT NO THE FUCKING AGREEMENT DEPENDS ON YOUR DAMN EXISTENCE. I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS I'M DONE WITH YOU AND YOUR FUCKING DRAMA"

"I'm sorry" I whisper crying

"Oh there you go crying dear lord help me, you're so fucking pathetic. Get the fuck out of my sight before I kill you" He told me gritting his teeth and putting his hand on his gun

I run out of there into my room crying and clutching my chest because it hurts, I thought he was my friend but I was so wrong. 

TRIGGER WARNING

I cried and cried till I couldn't breathe and my chest hurt from it, I went to the washroom and cut myself for being so pathetic and weak. I hate myself and him, I hate that I trusted him, I hate that I allowed him to hurt me and most importantly I hate that I cried, I hate the fact that I'm so weak. I go out and lie down on my bed and cry because that's the only thing I know how to do. I fall asleep crying and just hope that I never wake up

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I wake up around seven in the morning and lie in bed thinking about everything and for once I don't cry I just lie there and look at the ceiling. I do that for about two hours and then take a shower, I get dressed and sit in my room all day just waiting for him to come to apologize but of course, he doesn't and I mentally scoff. Mellissa came and twice and gave me some food and water but I didn't feel like eating so I sent it back, I read a book and fall asleep around midnight. I woke up around 8 am in the morning and get dressed, Mellissa comes in to inform me that the guest had left, and I feel disappointed but feel relieved at the same time. I was glad that the monster had left but sad that Grayson someone who promised to help me and was my friend had also left, no apology no goodbye no nothing but that's what I meant to him nothing and it hurt I don't know why but it hurt. I told Mellissa to clean the room and went to have breakfast and that's when I saw him smiling and looking at me weirdly. Liam looked me in the eyes and I was terrified, I was about to get up and leave but then saw him leaving and relaxed. I quickly had my breakfast and went to my room and locked it scared of him. I was cleaning up when I saw a card on the study table.

"I'm sorry- Grayson" and I was not only disappointed but also mad. I'm sorry after calling me a whore, threatening to kill me, and telling me to die he wrote that and leave wow what a gentleman

I put the card in my drawer and continued on with my college essay and other work, I was exhausted by nighttime and went straight to bed after a warm shower. I got up from the bed, locked the door, and put a chair in front of it in case he wanted to come in. I went to sleep just hoping to get accepted by one of the colleges as soon as possible. I woke up in the middle of the night to someone knocking on the door, I already knew who it was

"Go away please," I said

"Lila I just wanted to apologize, I never meant to hurt you and I didn't think that night. I am so sorry" He said softly

"Liam please just leave me alone" I replied 

"As you wish," He said and went away

I lay back and thought of it, even if was being genuine I could never forgive him for doing such things, I hate him and I hate the very thought of living under the same roof. I wish I could run away but I know he would find me and then do god knows what so I go to sleep just hoping that I'll be safe till I leave.