thoughts of a dreamer

III

Years past by 

You dont even remeber my face

I was just notch on your belt, just a crazy  story you tell your friends

maybe that was then , now its like i never existed in your life

you made a mark on mine , even I struggle to know why

I still think about you from time to time

even check your facebook just know that you are alright

you erased me from you life like i havent even left a mark

like you werent so crazy about me that even stalk my twitter account

can you even deny that fire that burn so bright 

when were together its like two suns meeting eachother

burning so bright you could feel it too

that i am sure but have to recall that was then and this is now

I never loved you i loved him , i try to put my feeling of him in you

and that would never work out

cus he was butterflies, flowers on my belly

and you were fire burning in my blood

he was pure love bright and happy, he was my so not prince charming 

you were lust , wanting ,needding to chase that high, you were my crazy italian 

no one ever made me  feel alive  like you did

but we were never meant to be , I know that..now

Even I have to admit i go back to that october night 

the first time  you made me feel alive

but thats all memories now

we both deserve better

and reality hits me hard

its not me and you

its not me and him

its me and my future True  prince charming toujours that i havent found out yet

He is still there somehow waiting for me like i am waiting for him 

you were a chapter in my book

my so not prince charming was is the all book

but true prince chraming toujours will the whole damn saga