[Y/n's pov.]
It's been week, since the FaceTime with Ben. From that day, Ben hit me uncountable times. But I feel like body without soul. So I don't mind it anymore. I really haven't seen Tommy. But I want to see him, because, maybe he could give me some reason to live. From that horrible day, I have suicide thoughts. But I'm not that brave to do it.
,,Hey doll." Ben says.
,,Hello." I say. Looking at him, with my empty eyes.
,,Today we are going out with some my friends." he says, and scan me. ,,Go, and take shower, do something with yourself, you look horrible."
,,Great. Yes sir." I say without emotions. Then I go to the bathroom, and with make up I hide all hickeys and bruises. I take air in my lungs, and close my eyes. I feel like living death. ,,Are you done?" he yells. ,,Yes." with that I come out of bathroom, with my clothes changed. I have white crop top and jeans. ,,Great. Let's go."
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We are standing outside with other 3 boys. Ben catches my waist and pulls me to him. I pull away from him. Then he catches my cheeks and pulls me to kiss. It hurts, but I stay shut, because he will hurt me again this way. I turn my head away from him, when he lets go. He whispers something to his really close friend, Avi, I guess. He agreed with something. Then Ben comes to me.
,,Hey doll, you know Avi." he didn't ask, he just tells me that. ,,So I borrow you to him, he can do anything with you. Have fun." and with this, my mouth fell open, and Ben and other 2 boys leave, so me and Avi are the only one standing here.
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RomanceYou and your boyfriend Ben have really toxic relationship. And he sometimes punches you. You hate him, but you are afraid what he would do, if you leave him. So you rather stay with him in the relationship. But Thomas is always with you, as a good f...
