My girlfriends brother (BoyxBoy)

Chapter 11

Kadences POV:

My ears were filled with a low sound of boomin music as the car drove down the street slowly, coming closer and closer to our destination, we were coming up to the house party Claire and her friend Katie had invited us too. The whole car ride there had been aganizingly quiet and the air was thick, i couldnt believe myself. The pool of guilt in my stomach building with each second i was sat there next to him. I couldn't believe id done that to claire. I couldn't believe id done it in the first place. I am NOT gay. It was just a hiccup, a dumb, stupid, regretful hiccup and i swear i wont ever do it again.

A part of my mind was telling me to just forget about it and not tell Claire, im sure Tristan wouldn't spill our dirty little secret about todays actions so she would have no way of knowing. However, even the thought about hiding it from her made me want to vomit. I felt myself regressing back into my seat and we pulled up to the house and Tristan put the car in park.

I felt his eyes on me, intense and heavy. I felt like i couldnt breath. I quickly placed my hand on the car door, opening it before climbing out and quickly closing it behind me, feeling the smallest amouth of weight lifted of off my chest.

Tristans door opened and closed not long after mine and soon enough i saw him walk from around the front of the car and past me to lean against the side of it next to me, his hands fumbling around in his pockets before he pulled out a box of ciggarets, taking one and placing it between his lips. I watched him silently as he pulled out his matte black lighter and lit it, the smell taking me back to the way he tasted. A mix of ciggarets, strawberry gum and heat. If you could even taste that, the thought alone had me feeling some what flushed as i rememebered the situation i was in to know his taste...

My thought process was quickly interrupted and gaze pulled away from him as i heard my name being shouted from the front door, looking over to see claire stood there waving at me, gesturing for me to come over, pointing at Tristan aswell.

We both slowly made our way over to her, me slightly in front of him and the feeling of his eyes on me from behind made the hairs on the back of neck stand up.

As we reached claire she immediately wrapped her arms around me, bringing me into a tight embrace. I placed my hands on her back and lightly kissed her head, hating the way i felt and the intrusive thought that said i wished it was the other sibling. She let go of me, stepping back and flashing me a wide grin before speaking " we should go and get a drink, you may already feel the buzz but im not even close yet." I nodded with a light smile agreeing with her silently before she took my hand in hers and led me to the drink table, pushing through the crowd of people, occasionally stopping to try and shout over the music, not that i could hear her.

As we reached the table she let go off my hand and i immediately stuffed them in my pockets, looking around the crowded room to see if i could find a familiar face. I thought i could see some of the football team in the corner playing bear pong and made a mental note to go chill with them at some point later.

Claire lifted a cup up to me, waiting patiently for me take it as i did, lifting her own cup up to cheers before chugging the whole thing, giggling adorably as she finished before turning around to make another. I watched her wide eyed, chuckling along with her, amused by how giddy she seemed. She turned around again and started walking towards a set of sofas at the back of the room, i followed her, noticing the top of the smooth jet black hair id come way to accustomed too over the past 5 hours or so. I gulped as we moved closer to him.

When we got to the sofas a group of people i recognised from school shouted there hellos towards us, making small talk with claire as she sat at the opposite end of the sofa Tristan was sat on, leaving me to sit between them, silently cursing myself for not sitting down before her.

I took my seat between them and claire garbbed my arm wrapping it around her shoulders and she spoke to someone in a corner chair next to her.

I sipped my drink, visibaly flinching at the, cold, fresh, toothpasty sensation that ran down my thoat, my attentiin being immediately dragged to the hysterically laughing boy next to me, the sound making me giggle myself as i nudged him. " Dont laugh at me you ass" i whined slightly, he jus chuckled and shook his head before replying " how could i not when u have such a reaction like that, such a lightweight honestly" i gasped at his words " excuse you, ill have to know i have a very high tolerance, takes a lot to get me to that point" he smirked, licking his lips, leaning slightly closer to my ear "certainly didnt seem like that 30 minutes ago" i choke on my drink slightly, dribbling it down myself as i coughed. " Such a messy boy arent you" his words sent shivers down my spine. I couldnt sit like this with him, My girlfriend on one side and her brother on the other, i felt like i couldnt breath, tension and need and guilt driving me crazy. I quickly stood up and looked down to meet claires eyes, "im going to find the bathroom, ill be back in a minute" she nodded at me before turning back to her conversation before i pushed my way through the crowd of people to the stairs, dodging couples making out and people smoking joints as i made my way to the top, turning the corner to the toilet door, knocking on it before pushing it open a d walking in, shutting and locking it behind me.

This is going to be one crazy night...