Please Don't Go

The Beginning

Hi. My name's Y/N. I'm known as the luckiest girl in the world. Why? Because I'm married to Jeon Jungkook.

It all started in the summer of 5 years ago. My best friend and I had come to Seoul for a BFF vacation. I was a hardcore ARMY, but my friend was more into Western celebs. She was an amazing best friend though and surprised me with BTS fan sign tickets.

I woke up that morning really excited. I was going to see my Oppas! I wore my 'SORRY JUNGKOOK IS MINE' t-shirt over a pair of black jean shorts with a checkered shirt wrapped around my waist. I wore a pair of Nikes on my feet, and accessorized with a silver bracelet that had a tiny bell on it.

We left 2 hours before the fan meet, and arrived about an hour before. There was already a huge line outside the building. We got to the end of the line, then took out our phones and waited. And waited. And still waited. Finally, after what seemed like an eternity later, we got into the building. I got on my tippy toes and peered to the front. I saw BTS seated in a line behind a table. Everyone was screaming because they were about to meet BTS. I was screaming inside, because I didn't want them to think I was crazy.

As we walked further inside, I felt a pair of eyes on me.  As I raised my head and looked around, I spotted Jungkook looking at me, but he quickly looked away, at the ceiling. I laughed at his cuteness, but the thought that he had actually been looking at me didn't cross my mind. When I looked up again, he didn't even try to look away. He smiled at me, then turned his attention back to the trembling fan in front of him. 

I finally got to the table, and started with Namjoon. They were seated in order of the fan chant, so Jungkook was at the end. I spoke to Namjoon in English, the language I was more comfortable speaking in. "Hi, Namjoonie!" "Oh, ok English time! Hi beautiful! What's your name?" "Y/N" "So Y/N, where are you from? You look Western but I can also see a bit of Asian in your face," he asked. "I'm mixed," I answered. "A/P and A/P," "So what languages can you speak?" "A/L, A/L, A/L, and A/L," "Wow! Very impressive!" "Thank you!" "It was really fun to talk to you, have a nice day!"

I moved to the next person, which was Jin. He smiled and said, "Hi! What's your name?" "Y/N" I replied. "What a beautiful name," he grinned. "You're almost as beautiful as me! Notice I said 'almost', I'm--" "Worldwide Handsome, I know, Oppa," I said laughing. "Ok, Worldwide Beauty," he teased. "It was nice meeting you, bye!"

Next was Yoongi, and he smiled at me. "Hi, how are you?" "I'm fine, thank you for asking Yoongi Oppa," I replied. "How are you?" "A bit tired-- you're the only normal fan I've met so far!" "Really?" "Yeah, everyone was screaming and trembling and stuttering, some of them couldn't even speak! By the way, what's your name?" "It's Y/N, and I can see why they were so excited though. It's like really hard to be able to go to a fansign!" "Well that's true--what's your favorite BTS song?" "It's so hard to choose though," I pouted. "I think Euphoria," I eventually decided. "Ooh someone's Jungkookie biased," he teased. "You're a really amazing person Y/N, don't give up on your dreams!"

"Hi Hobi!" I smiled. He smiled back, but I noticed something was wrong. "Are you ok?" "Just a little overwhelmed by our schedule and tired... was it that obvious?" "No, it wasn't, I could just see it in your eyes," "Wow, really? That's so cool! What's your name?" "Y/F/N," "Well Y/F/N, you are really kind and I wish you happiness for the rest of your life!"

I continued along the line. "Y/N!" "Wait-- did you just guess my name?" "Yep, I'm a physic..." Jimin joked, pretending to read my mind. "I'm just kidding, I might have been eavesdropping on Hobi hyung's conversation with you," "LOL, you really had me there for a second!" "So Y/N--what do you like to do in your free time?" "Ah, I was so afraid you guys would ask that!" " Oh really? Why?" "Because all I do is look at you guys!" He laughed, amused. "Really?" "Yes, really!" "Then what's your favorite Jimin meme?" "The 'kill me pls' one with you strapped into that hoodie" "I have no idea where people got that picture, ok?" "Well it's a very cute picture," "Thank you, bye!"

After Taehyung was Jungkook! I was so excited but managed to keep calm while talking to Taehyung.

"Hi Taetae!" "Hiiiiii!" I smiled. "You seem to be making all the hyungs smile, are you going to take Hobi hyung's spot as the sunshine?" he joked. "No, of course not!" "I was just kidding," he said. "So I'm going to tell you a secret," he leaned closer. "Jungkook keeps on staring at you, I think he likes you!" "What? No way!" "Yes way!"

"YAH! HYUNG!"

"Sorry, Jungkookie! Ok, bye, Y/N!"

"Hey," Jungkook smiled at me, showing off his bunny teeth and taking my hands in his. "Sorry about what Taehyung said, just ignore him!" He intertwined my fingers with his. "But he might have been right about one thing..." he mumbled. "What?" "No-nothing! So who's your lucky bias?" "Um, you!" "Really?" he said, smiling. "Well I'm very honored. What's your ideal type?" "Someone who will make me happy, kind, sweet, shy bunny... you!" I blushed. He pretended to inspect me very carefully. "You look like my ideal type too..."

"I definitely enjoyed talking to Jungkook the most," I said to my best friend. "Well yeah, it was pretty obvious from the way you guys were looking at each other," "What are you even talking about," I pushed her playfully.

I unfurled my signed poster to see what they wrote on it. Jin had written 'To Worldwide Beauty', Namjoon wrote 'For the beautiful genius girl', Yoongi inked 'To Y/Nie', J-Hope put 'To another ray of sunshine', Jimin wrote 'Kill me pls', Taehyung had jokingly written 'For the secret keeper', and Jungkook had drawn a little bunny and written 'To someone very special: Call me?' with his phone number underneath. I rubbed my eyes and blinked at the poster. Was that really his phone number?

Guys, A/L means 'any language', and A/P means 'any place'.