Please Don't Go

The Accident

It was a few years later on my birthday, and little did I know Jungkook was planning to propose.

I woke up very excited and saw Jungkook lying next to me with his head pressed against the side of mine, still very much asleep. I turned my head and kissed his nose, then all over his face and he woke up, rubbing his eyes and yawning, but smiling when he saw me. "Happy birthday baby," he mumbled into my hair as he wrapped one of his arms around my waist. He propped himself up on his elbow and dipped his head down to kiss me. I smiled and hopped out of bed, and choosing my outfit for the day. I put on a pink Korean black lace dress, then put on a pink ruffly coat since it was cold outside. Jungkook put on a white long sleeve shirt with jeans and a denim jacket. He also brought an extra coat for me to wear if I got cold (even though he insisted it was for himself).

We first went to an arcade, where we played games and Jungkook won me a fluffy teddy bear. I got cold after that, so he gave me his coat (I KNEW it was for me). Then we went to lunch, and he bought me a bouquet of pink, purple and white flowers, the same flowers he gave me on the day he confessed. After lunch, we went to a park for a nice long walk, then planned to go back home afterward for a movie night and cuddles.

After we got to the park, I told Jungkook I had to go to the toilet, so he took my purse and flowers and waited outside for me. I finished my business, then walked out of the toilets, but I couldn't see Jungkook anywhere. A man outside handed me my purse and flowers, saying, "Your boyfriend told me to return these to you," I smiled and thanked him, confused. Then my phone rang from inside my purse. I picked up and I heard Jungkook's voice say, "Hi, baby," "Hi, Kookie! What's going on?" "I have a surprise for you, just walk past the trees in front of the toilets and I'll give you directions to where I am." I smiled to myself, wondering what the surprise could be. "Ok, I'm coming!" I said walking towards the trees. I crossed the street, so excited I didn't watch if any cars were coming.

I sensed the car before I saw it. It was a really expensive one, but zooming way over the speed limit. The driver tried to ram on the brakes to stop from hitting me, making a loud screeching noise, but it was too late. I remember hearing a collective gasp of some of the people outside the toilets as the flowers I was holding flew into the air when the car hit me. I remember seeing the car rush at me but being too shocked to do anything. Then I felt immense pain as the car hit me and I fell to the ground. I heard Jungkook's voice over the phone call, "Baby? Y/N? Y/N, are you there? Don't scare me!" before falling unconscious.

Jungkook was not very far away, just a short walk after passing the trees, and once I didn't answer, he knew something was wrong. He heard people walking his way gossiping, "A girl was hit by a car just over there," pointing to where I had been. "They've called an ambulance!" Jungkook immediately ran back to where the toilets were, gasping when he saw it was actually me that had been hit. There was a doctor that had just coincidentally been in the park knelt beside me and Jungkook rushed over, hurriedly saying, "I'm her boyfriend. What happened? "She was hit by a car that was going way over the speed limit, I called an ambulance," "How is she? Will she be okay?" "I-I don't know at this point," the doctor admitted. "She hit her head on the ground and has lost a lot of blood," "SHE HAS TO BE FINE! I STILL HAVE TO MARRY HER!" Jungkook shouted, grabbing hold of the poor doctor's shoulders. "Sir, I can't save her," Jungkook collapsed to the ground, sobbing. "She has to be okay... she has to be," he whispered.

Jungkook held my hand on the way to the hospital as the paramedics work around me. He yelled at the driver, "Go, faster please!" "Does she have anyone to call?" He grabbed my phone, knowing the password was his birthday as his was mine, and checked my emergency contacts. First was him, then was Jin Oppa. He dialed the number, and Jin said, "We're coming right now." When they arrived at the hospital, the boys were already there waiting. Jungkook tried to follow me into the surgery room because he wanted to stay with me, but Jin knew that would disturb the process, so all the boys held him back as he fought and cried. "LET GO OF ME! THAT'S THE LOVE OF MY LIFE!"

When the door closed, he finally stopped struggling and fell against the wall, leaning his head back against it as tears streamed down his face.