Complicated

Holding Hands??

So i hate school. Well doesn't everyone?? Liam always says it'll all be over but i still hate it!! i think i might actually hate it even more now!! I'm lying comfortably in bed when suddenly i hear a terrible noise which is of course my stupid alarm. I open my eyes which feel so fucking tired. I turn off my alarm and grab my phone and check the time. "5:30?" I groan as i sit up and rub my eyes. I hear my ring tone start to play and smile. 

        Liam~ "Rise and shine love."

        Me~ " Oh Liam are you up already??" I say as i scoff. 

        Liam~ " Oh my dear I've been up since 5." i hear him say.

        Me~ "Why didn't you wake me!?" I say as i start to panic and feeling guilty.

        Liam~ "I didn't want to wake you. Plus you have a big day ahead my dear."

        Me~ *groan*

        Liam~ "Groaning hurts your throat dear. Now get your lazy ass out of bed and get ready ill                 be over at 6:30."

        Me~ "Okay fine."

        Liam~ "Bye I love you."

        Me~ "I love you too."

Now Liam an i aren't dating or anything but we always say i love you to each other. So don't get the wrong idea. I smile as i get up and make my bed. After i finished making my bed i head over to the shower. I grab a tower and hop in with Warm water. I reach over to grab my body wash and squeeze the bottle to get the gel like liquid. The room instantly smelled like lavender. One im out of the shower i wrap myself in a towel and i walk over to my drawer. I look at my clothing options and quickly grab a white vneck tshirt, A red flannel, light wash super skinny ripped jeans, and my white converse. I slip on my under garments and then my clothes. Before i put on the flannel i put on my deodorant and my long hart gold necklace. I fold up the flannels long sleeves to my elbows. I fold my jeans because I'm short it isn't fair. I slip on some gold heart studs with he matching bracelet and i tie on my converse. I grab my phone and walk towards my mirror. I layout my makeup and decide to go fro  natural smokey look. I apply a nudish pink ligloss and then I'm start to think about my hair. I dry my hair and do some loose girls. My hair is a dark brown ad many people say that it'll look amazing with the ombre effect. I like to actually keep my hair so i dint dye it. once I'm done i grab my lavandar perfume and spray a little bit of it. I head over to my bag hanger and grab my light brown long strapped book bag. I check for all my thing and rush to my nightstand to grab my phone, charger, and headphones. I swear to survive high school you ll need these. I throw my book bag over one shoulder an step out in my hallway. I slide down the banister of my stairs and rush into the kitchen.

        Liam~ "You're late."

        Me~ " I am not!!" I say smiling.

        Liam~ "Check the time love."

        Me~ *checks phone* "Okay so what I'm 5 minutes late."

        Liam~ *smirks* "Say it to the judge."

        Me~ " Shut it Payne."

        Liam~ " Hey thats not nice Garcia."

I walked past him and grabbed an apple juice. "Well don't you smell nice." I hear Liam say. I just smile and say, " Lets go." "Eh i don't know I'm quite comfortable here." He said. I roll my eyes and walk towards him. I reach for his hand and grab it. "Come on Payne." I say. I just hear him sigh and he interlocked his fingers with mine. I smiled and felt my cheeks get hot. Why am i blushing?? I ask myself. I turn the other direction so that Liam doesn't see my burning cheeks. I pull his forward and towards the coat rack. He let go of my hand and reached for my light brown leather jacket and his black hoodie. My hand felt so cold and empty. "Here you go love." I heard him say. I took to the jacket and mumbled a quick thank you and reached for my keys. He opened the front door and we stepped outside. I locked the door as he slipped on his hoodie. I hung it on my bag and began to walk. He quickly caught up to me and grabbed my hand and intertwined his fingers with mine again. I sighed a sigh of relief as his warmth traveled through my body. We walked hand in hand and side by side all the way to Starbucks. He ran in front of me and held the door open. I stepped in and smiled at him. He smiled back and stepped in behind me. I scanned the room for any trace of either Arianna's red hair or Jaden's jet black hair. I saw a flash of red and walked int hat direction. Liam followed as i sat at the table. A the table was Ari and Jade. Liam sat next to me and said a polite hello. "Hi!" Ari said in her happy little voice. She was wearing a pink and white polka dotted tank top with white skinny jeans and pink converse. she hair was straightened and put into a ponytail. Jade was wearing a black tshirt and black jeans. she has a purple dress vest on with purple ballet flats. Her hair was curled and she had a purple bandana in it. I glanced at Liam and he was staring out he window. I took the chance and look at him even more. He was wearing a button up white collared shirt under hi hoodie. He has jeans and white converse. OI look at his face and his eyes were so fucking hypnotizing. His messy hair made him seem like a god. I heard someone snicker and whisper, " She likes him." I turned to see Ari talking to Jade and giggling. I glared and said, " I do not!!" Liam turned and said, " What happened??" We all said at once, " Nothing!!" He raised his eyebrows and looked down at his phone and said," Guys we should get going its 7:00." We all stood up grabbed our bags and rushed out the door. I was walking ahead when I heard Liam catching up with me. As usual he held my hand. Suddenly I heard giggling. I quickly pulled my hand our of his and kept it at my side. The giggling topped and there was nothing but silence. I took a quick glance at Liam and saw that he was looking at his feet with his hands in his pockets. He looked at me and his eyes said confused and sad. I felt guilty.  Should I have done that?? What have i done!?

So guys i hope you guys like it and I'm having a lot of fun writing this and i hope that you have the same amount of fun reading it!! ~ Jamie