Narcissistic Girls

Tuesday. 4th September 2017

Dear Diary,
I woke up hoping that today would be different but inside I knew that it would just be the same every school day is like groundhog day. Mum woke me up at 6am at least I had 2 hours to think of a plan to play sick. I spent all my time thinking of a plan to play sick but had no time to actually play sick. Shoot my mum was calling me down stairs I had no choice other than just to go to school and suck it up and not act like I am now. I thought to myself just put on a happy face it doesn't matter. Like people always say fake it till you make it. As I arrived at school I saw that my friends were waiting for me (well my true friends Louise and Mack I tell them everything, I am quite close with Emma but I don't tell her a lot as I think she would just go and tell Chantelle and the minions).
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(in real life)
For most of the day I had managed to avoid Chantelle, Grace, Kate and Emma (well the school day) but I was dreading after school as we were all meeting up I didn't want to but I knew it was the right thing to do, cause I am not petty like Chantelle. We meet with them at the local coffee shop, me and Chantelle went up to order when it came to me I said that I would like a hot chocolate but then the rude cow Chantelle muttered to herself 'she is so basic' I am so that I don't want a caramel frappe like you and all the girls in our year. When we sat down she carried on saying rude comments things such as 'they obviously didn't put any makeup on today' and 'maybe they could loose some weight', this was all whispered to Grace, Kate and Emma though but I heard. After Chantelle insisted that we go shopping which was weird as she did have any money. Me, Louise and Mack decided break away and go into this cute, little shop where May (an old friend of mine) works, so I decided that I wanted to work there and that I was going to apply tonight. Louise and Mack being the supportive friends they are encouraged me to go for it, I knew if I ask Chantelle and her minions they would tell me not to or go and get the exact same job that I would want.
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(diary)
Our trip to the coffee shop was alright but as usual Chantelle had something to say about Louise, Mack and I. ugh . I am think of finding a job as i need some money if Chantelle and her minions think we are going to pay for them ,also if they want us to all go shopping. I am think this little shop down the road my friend May works their and it looks quite nice. I will send them an email. After an hour they replied they said to come down tomorrow after school.
Also there are some nice girls in our year that Louise, Mack and I are thinking of being friends with (if they don't mind) it's just that I am sick of being friends with mean people who I don't even know why they are friends with me. It just that they make people feel terrible to make them feel good, they want people to fear and be scared of them. It's just to be popular, but I don't care about being popular. I just want to focus on school and leaving that friendship group and joining another with nicer people.