Kiss Me- A short sweeran fanfic

Chapter one - come back, be here.

I quickly took the popcorn out of the microwave and made my way over to the couch. I turned on the tv and as Ed's face popped up on the screen, the butterflies appeared in my stomach. Although it felt completely wrong to have those kind of thoughts about your best friend, I couldn't help it.

I watched the rest of "9 days and nights with Ed Sheeran" and the whole time I dreamt about what it would be like if Ed were here, holding me close with his tattooed arms and leaving small kisses my hair. I picked up my phone and dialled his number, it had been ages since we had talked together and I desperately needed to hear his voice.

-Heeyyy, I said with a smile on my face.

-Taylor! I could barely hear him over all the backround noice.

-I miss you so much Ed, -Hey, I got cut off by him. -Taylor can I talk to you later? I'm out with the boys.

-Yeah sure, I said. -Go and have fun.

My heart went down like a sinking ship when he hung up. What if he was partying with other girls? What if he took them home and did things he should've done to me? Just the thought of it killed me inside.

I went upstairs in my apartment and put on one of Ed's old tshirts. He gave it to me the last night we spent toghether, the same night I made a film on his phone. I wondered if he had seen it yet.

I snuggled up in bed with a carpet I got from a fan many years ago. A small tear ran down my cheek but I quickly removed it with my hand. I felt really foolish when I addmitted to myself that I was in love with my best friend. We had not seen eachother in a month, and it was devostating me. I was in New York and he was in London. I missed his tight hugs and his sweet laugh so much. I couldn't help but cry, and I cried so much that Meredith jumped off my bed with a scared face. I picked up my phone and logged onto twitter. I normally never do this, but it just felt right.

I scrolled down and started to read all the hate.
"Ew, you're so ugly!" I cried even harder.
"Keep your hands off MY ed!! SLUT."
Someone had cropped my face ontop of a lama. The comments were horrifying.

What if I actually was ugly? What if I looked like a lama, but just didn't notice it myself?
If Ed was here he'd throw away my phone and hug me tight. We would lay down in bed and he would hug me and say nice things to me until I would fall asleep. But things were different now. I finally managed to fall asleep after alot of crying and sobbing.

Heyy so this is the first story I have ever written so sorry if its not that good and I'm not english so I apologise if my english is bad :(