"hey guys.... Um its me soyeon i just wanna say my reality to you because you feel that im happy and funny and positive all my life but actually this is my reality..." yh this is was my recent message to my best friends,i telled them how i really feel,yeah they say im perfect and im the happiest person in the world... But actually its the opposite... Because the outside doesn't say the truth or the real feelings... Because if i smile doesn't means that im happy! Im actually sad, broken and more....
They had to know what the reality of a funny and positive person... Because they always say"you so lucky of being happy! "
Actually not because they don't know what happens at home...
In real there is so much to write but yeah just don't say again that im happy because im actually broken inside and covering the pain with a bright fake smile!
