Gryffindors Beauty | 𝙁𝙧𝙚𝙙 𝙒𝙚𝙖𝙨𝙡𝙚𝙮

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"Enola?" The voice kind of ticked me, I finally managed to relax, let the breeze hit my skin, allow the sun to shine on my pale skin, the shade to cover my eyes from being blinded, the grass that I sat on to feel like a comfortable place for my bottom and the clouds moving slowly across the sky, that was ruined by a voice.

"Yes Nev?" I questioned as she sat beside me, I looked at her and she seemed to be thinking deeply about something.

"What if Mum is in danger?" She asked and I looked away from her, that is what I keep wondering myself.

"We won't know, we can't help her, I hate to say it but if she is we can't help her, because we don't know exactly if she is good, heck we don't even know if dad is safe to be around, we just have to keep distance until everything is fixed" I said and she sighed looking at her hands, I watched as tears slowly fell down her cheek.

I sighed and wrapped my arms around her hugging her tightly, kissing her head and resting my head on hers "its okay" I whispered stroking her arm.

"Oh dear, how about I take you girls out, with Ginny, girls day out, cheer you both up?" Molly asked and I looked at Nevaeh seeing her wipe her tears.

"I would love to, but I have things I want to do, but Nev would love to" I smiled and Nevaeh smiled.

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I waved as the three girls left to wherever they were going, I headed upstairs to Freds room which is were he is making me stay.

I went to the bathroom and ran a warm bath, I may have not witnessed it but I know Voldemort is back, the fact that I could lose my family hurts, if its my Grandma that is making things up, the woman I have looked up to all my life, or if its the 2 people I call my parents, being death eaters they could get killed by the ministry or by...us, being death eaters...they could kill innocent people, my friends, my boyfriend, my 2nd family...or their own daughters.

I stepped into the bath after stripping and sat down allowing my skin to adjust to the warmth, I am thankful for Freddie, I am happy my heart chose to love someone as amazing as him...there is a reason I'm not ready, I know he is a virgin himself, but I feel kind of scared, the simple things, pregnancy, accidents, heck rubber going inside me, HECK A SLONG going INSIDE of me, but now I have more on my mind, he might have to go through life knowing he had sex with a death eaters daughter, he fell in love with a death eaters daughter, heck he fell in love and had sex with a mad Gryffindors daughter, it is solid proof it isn't all Slytherins, and I know that.

I have met a few Slytherins who have simply not bothered with the blood titles and just gone along with their lives, I have met a Slytherin who's parents are Hufflepuffs, a house doesn't define the person, its just that I have never met an enemy who didn't come from the house of Gryffindor and sure Peter Pettigrew was a psychopath ugly traitor but I never met him.

I wrapped my arms around my legs bringing them to my chest, resting my face in my knees, all the pain over these past days...weeks, I just wanted to let it go, but I didn't want fear to take over me, I didnt want to admit that I was scared of my own parents, I was scared of my future, I was now scared to continue loving Fred.

The door bursted open and I gasped staying covered "No...no...NO, no crying, you will not cry, especially not in the bath naked that's just sadder then sad" Fred said in a serious but not serious tone.

"Fred get out" I said but he gave me a stupid glare he walked over and crouched to my level making my heart race at the fact I'm naked right now and he doesn't give a flying fuck.

"I don't give a fuck if you are naked, I am not allowing you to cry, especially in a bath, and especially alone, you will not be thinking things that you shouldn't, you will not make up random things that make you possibly try leave me, or try and do dumb shit, no..." He said and I stared at him in shock.

"I fucking love you okay, and it was awfully quiet in here you normally hmm, sing, move a bit more when in the bath, so I knew you were going to cry, you are my girlfriend, my love, the love of my life, you are going to bath like a normal person, you are going to put on some pajamas with no underwear, put your hair up in a messy bun or leave it down, you will be wearing NO makeup, I will make you a hot chocolate and get some food, and you are going to let all your pain, fear, sadness to me, I want to hear what you fear, what you are in pain about, so I can keep you protected, safe and assured the truth and make sure you are not thinking false things" he said demanding...at that moment I fell in love with him more then I already was, if that is possible.

I felt tears falling down my face, he leaned over wiping my tears and kissing my lips "you arent alone, and if your family are no longer trusted and if its true if they are death eaters, you still have a big arse family here to protect you and protect us, we love you and I definitely love you, so don't worry" He said and I smiled, he kissed my forehead and left...but.

"Freddie" I spoke up and he turned waiting for me to continue.
"Promise me you will love me forever" I said and he smiled.

"Love, however big a promise can reach, I promise you...I will love you forever and even if you try to leave I will bite your cute arse and lock you in my room" He said and I gasped but he chuckled.